detraction | Sohn Youngjae ✅

Eric: june

I found myself frequenting everyone's room more often and Younghoon and Juyeon had become sweeter towards me. I felt spoiled at this point. "Hm..." "What is it?" "I want to see him..." "Joon?" "Joon? Right, Joon." I looked down at the paper in front of me and wondered why it was still blank. "Eric, you've been spacing out a lot lately. Is something wrong?" "Nah." I started making the list then found myself unaware of the other things I was writing down. "Are you-Woah. Give me that." I was confused as to what had him so alarmed. "What the hell are we going to use handcuffs for?" "Handcuffs? I thought I wrote hand cream..." He shoved the paper in my face and I had indeed wrote handcuffs. "Maybe you should write it..." "That's the only option here." I felt bad for making Changmin upset. Have I really been spaced out lately?

I spotted Hyunjoon at the meeting spot and hurried over to him. "I missed you." "Missed you too." We shared a kiss then started walking hand in hand. "Froyo?" "Yeah." We walked in comfortable silence as we made our way to the nearest froyo place.

"This is really good." "I know, I came here with-" I stopped myself. Did Hyunjoon really need to know who I was with? "With?" "With money I had to spare and bought some. Delicious..." I gave him a smile then continued to eat. I had never lied to him before, but I didn't know then that that one lie would cause me to lie even more. "Hey, do you have a class later?" "No. What's up?" "Just wanna have a heart to heart with my love. That's all." I panicked on the inside as I hoped he didn't pick up on the lie I had told.

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I quietly read an article then felt Haknyeon nudge me. "What's it about?" "Oh, some mountain up north. Says it's a great place for bonding and such." "Interesting..." "Why don't we all go? When's the best time?" I looked through and was relieved to see they had provided additional information. "They say winter time because you can see something like the Northern Lights there at around midnight." Juyeon nodded in understanding then clapped his hands together. "Let's all go and see it then! December sounds good since we'll be free then." We nodded in agreement then watched Juyeon walk away while texting. "Everything seems great now huh?" "Yeah..." I scrolled back to the images then zoomed in on a certain photo. "Looks pretty steep..." I noticed another article has been linked to it and tapped on it. "Footage of animal falling to its death? What kind of sicko..." I closed out of it then sighed. I couldn't help but wonder what it possibly felt like to fall from someplace that high.

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I spotted Younghoon talking to some girls and figured it was okay to approach. I was about to call out to him until he looked in my direction. He said something to them then walked away. "Huh...?" I walked over to one of the girls and asked what happened. "He said he had something urgent to do." My phone started ringing and I checked to see who. "Younghoon...?" "Hello?" "Room." He hung up and left me feeling confused. I headed for his room wondering why he didn't just ask me here.

"So you weren't lying." "About?" He played a video on his phone and I saw and heard myself talking. "Oh..." He pinned me against the wall then slid his knee in between my legs. "Don't look at me like that or else I'll get rough." My eyes widened in shock and caused laughter to emit from his mouth. "You're really cute Eric. Shame Joon's got you all to himself. Has he ever done anything fun with you?" "Fun in what sense?" He moved his knee up and down my crotch, causing me to hide my face from his sight. "The sexual kind." "Does it matter?" "Of course. It determines how much fun I can have with you." "That's not-" "You said you'd come and cheer me up. You're going back on your word?" He knew I never did. "No..."

He held me close as I held on tightly to the back of his shirt. I hid my face in his shoulder as I couldn't bear to look him in the eyes. "Eric, look at me." "No." "Eric..." His tone had become one full of warning and I slowly looked up at him. "It wasn't so bad, right?" He wiped the corner of my mouth then chuckled. "Not feeling talkative? Or are you just burnt out?" "I want to sleep..." "Then you can sleep here. I need to go meet with someone, but I'll make sure no one disturbs you. Also, shower before you do. Take whatever you need." I watched as he placed a top and sweats next to a towel then left.

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I found myself once again in Younghoon's room, but for a different reason this time around. "You're good at drawing right?" "I think you're confusing me with Haknyeon." It's not that I can't draw, I'm just not as skilled. "I guess so. Anyway, I just need you to strip. Just your shirt. And then make a pose. Sexy, not cute." "What's this for...?" "Personal reasons. No, I'm not keeping this." A knock was heard and Younghoon seemed annoyed with it. "Who?" "Juyeon."

Younghoon rolled his eyes and didn't bother to get up. "Open this door you asshole!" I sighed then went to answer the door myself. "Well hello there. You busy?" "Um, aren't you here for Younghoon?" "Nope, you. Grab your shit. We're going out." "You can't just burst in and do whatever you want." "I just did." I just stood there like an idiot. What was I supposed to do? Pick a side?

I ended up in the passenger seat of Juyeon's car as he drove along. Silence filled the car as Younghoon was fuming behind us. It felt a bit suffocating as Younghoon wouldn't allow anyone to talk until we reached our destination. "We're here." We all got out and I was thankful that it was a restaurant. I was hungry after all. I could feel the tension coming from the both of them and I was sure the woman could as well. She sat us down and quickly left. "So, I'm assuming you're paying for everyone?" "I'm paying for us. So you pay for yourself." I hoped they wouldn't be like this all night.

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I was beyond upset as I gently put the glass of water against my finger. Everyone was looking at our table and I was sure we'd be kicked out. "You said you were going to!" "Maybe I lied!" Younghoon had splashed Juyeon with water and that was the last straw. I asked for the check and paid for all of us using their money and dragged them out. "What the fuck is wrong with you two!? Can't we just have a nice night out? No, I don't want to hear it. Juyeon, drive us back." I got into the car and buckled myself in, waiting for the both of them to get in as well.