detraction | Sohn Youngjae ✅

Eric: july

I was out of my mind. I had texted Haknyeon everything instead of Younghoon. I anxiously awaited his reply and hoped he wouldn't pick up on anything. "Huh..." I hopped off my bed then poked my head out the room. After a while I saw Haknyeon come around the corner and walk towards me. He stopped in front of me then smiled. "So, who was that text for?" I pulled him into the room, afraid of someone overhearing.

"Joon of course. Who else..." "Sure it wasn't for me?" "Very sure..." He stepped closer to me, closing what little space that separated us. He gently kissed me then pulled me closer. I pulled away and couldn't look him in the eyes. "You know I'm dating Hyunjoon..." "But yet that doesn't stop you from getting your dick sucked now does it?" I snapped my head up and wondered how he found out. "What? I don't. We haven't even gone that far!" I had to play innocent. I couldn't let word get out about it. "I'll keep quiet, but in return, if I want a kiss, you have to give it to me." "No, because there is no one sucking my dick." It wasn't a lie. I pushed him out the room then locked my door. Everyone was changing again and I wasn't sure if I could handle another one.

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I leaned against Changmin as a few tears fell from my eyes. "Do you want something? Breakfast wrap? Burger? Ice cream?" "No...This is good enough." My mind swirled as I tried figuring out everyone's sudden changes, especially Haknyeon's. He was the last person I had expected to want anything romantic or sexual from me. It hurt. Were our friendships only built on sexual relations? I knew one thing that I could do, but I didn't know how bad the backlash would be. Younghoon and Juyeon were notable people on campus. It was obvious there would be mobs of people constantly harassing me in their place. Haknyeon knew every little dirty secret I had and I was certain he wouldn't waste time in spreading them around. That is, if he decided to go that route. I jumped at Changmin's touched then gave him an apologetic look.

"I'm sure the party later this month will make things better." "Hopefully..." I quickly sat up and wiped my face as I saw Hyunjoon approaching from a distance. I had forgotten I had asked him to come over and join us if he could. I gave him the best smile I could as he sat down with us. "Eric, come." I slid my chair over then leaned against him. "Hm, you're acting a bit babyish." "I want to be babied." I pouted my lips and proceeded to poke his cheek. I didn't want him to sense anything was wrong as he had an even shorter fuse lately. "Maybe I should get going. You look like you want some alone time." "Chang, it's fine." "You sure?" "Totally. I'm going to get some food. Do you want anything?" "Some pretzels would be nice." Hyunjoon kissed my forehead then left. "Please, don't tell anyone anything...not even Joon." "Okay..."

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I patiently waited on Younghoon's bed as usual as I had now become accustomed to his way of play. I had eventually stopped complaining as I started to secretly enjoy them as time went on. Even now. I shifted in my spot as my wrist had started to itch, but I couldn't scratch it. "Younghoon..." I started becoming needy. I wanted his touch, I needed his touch. He looked up from his phone then placed it down. "What's up?" "I..." "Hm? Have you forgotten the words?" "No..." He gripped my chin then pulled my face closer to his. "Then tell me what you want." "I want to orgasm already." I couldn't stand his teasing. It's nothing new, but it still irked me to the core. "Good boy." He pulled me into a kiss and once more I lost my sense of self.

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"Juyeon, you said study together, not stare-at-me-while-I-study." "Then stop being attractive." "I'm not though." I never thought of myself as attractive. Maybe cute a few times, but that was really it. I didn't understand what they found so attractive about me. "Anyway, are you going to the party later this month?" "Yeah." I felt a bit spooked by the look on his face, but it didn't look that much different than his usual looks. "Moving on, what the definition for this?" "Why don't we play a game instead?" I slammed my book shut them glared at him. "If we're not going to study, I'm leaving." It was bad enough that I was cheating on Hyunjoon with Younghoon. I didn't need another guy touching me all over. Juyeon sucked his teeth then pushed my other books onto the floor. "Get out." "Gladly."

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We entered the expensive looking house and I couldn't help but feel amazed. A pure looking house was soon to be tainted with drinking, smoking, vaping, sex, you name it. "Chang, I feel a bit out of place..." Everyone was wearing something that was somewhat sexy and seductive while I was in a simple t-shirt, sweats and sneakers. "Your casual is different than theirs. Just stick with me." He handed me a drink then warned me not to take anything from anyone, not even him after that moment. "You just never know, okay? And we could get separated, so you should watch out for yourself." "Got it." I followed behind him like a duckling and was envious of how everyone was getting loose and had carefree attitudes.

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I had found the others and wobbled over to them. "Aaaayyyy, Eric." We tried to high five each other, but our bodily control was below par. "Younghoon, you're drunk as fuck." "You too. You keep missing." I held onto Changmin for support then squinted at Juyeon who's eyes never left me. "You wanna fight?" "No. I'm just admiring your tiny body, your slim waist..." He eyed me up and down then traced my lips. "Your lips so delectable, your pretty little innocence..." Juyeon hugged me from behind and I noticed Younghoon and Changmin had walked off in giggling fits. "Hey..." I hummed in response as I was too focused on a girl doing something in the corner. "Want to feel good?" "Yeah...yeah." He took my hand then led me somewhere.

I pulled Juyeon closer to me as he continued to hit all the right spots. I clawed at his back hard enough that I was sure I had drawn blood as I moaned his name. "God you're so erotic Eric..." He leaned over and rained kisses all over my face, neck and collarbone. It was surprisingly gentle. I gently ran my hands through his hair and he hummed in pleasure. I felt close to my climax and made it known to him as well. He slowly pulled out but continued to hover over me. "Suck me off." I did as I was told without hesitation.

I lied down on my side as I was now tired. My eyelids felt heavy as I tried to fight sleep. "I'll be here...No one will hurt you..." He slowly stroked my hair and I finally drifted off.