I feel like I'm falling apart I'm losing my shit I feel crazy as hell I don't care about anything I keep crying and I feel like my eyes are gonna pop outta my Head I can't breath my chest is tight I don't have any fight left in me I think it's time to be done with life....I'm fed up I'm over it im done I'm tired of seeing people who I put my trust in say fuck her so fuck it all I wanted was some love and some care that's not a lot I felt like it's was a little. I whip my tears and walk in my brother room and go in his closet stick my hand in his shoes box and pull his gun out. I grab 1 bullet because that's all it's gonna take I walk back in my room call my bae but he didn't answer he probably on the phone with a bitch that can do him better I called my best friend but she was busy hanging with my enemies. I load the gun up and started talking to God I told him give me a reason to not point this gun between my eyes I sat there for a minute I was waiting for a reply I didn't get one so I held my breath I pulled that trigger back.....
