You're Mine Forever (My Dad's Best Friend Sequel) (RDJ Fanfic)

Determination

The first year of the grief tore me in half. Thanks to my parents I was able to accept that Robert is gone. We planned a funeral for Jennifer amd Robert. It was small and a wonderful ceremony. When I told Preston about his fathers passing he wouldn't believe it. He was so sure that his father was still alive. He's nine years old and acts just like his father. A badass. Not around me at least. But he's a smartass. The years passed on and I focused on taking care of my son.

Matt started coming around. He showed up to the funeral upset. Heartbroken from the loss of his best friend. We talked after the funeral. He apologized for everything he put us through. My dad of course held a grudge against him. I forgave Matt for what he did. He started to help me in time of need. Matt gave me comfort and understanding during my time of grief. I did mention the fact that he would have to earn my trust. Over the next few years began to pass we became extremely close. Preston didn't like it. Everytime Matt would come visit he would stay locked up in his room. He thinks I'm cheating on his father. Throws it in my face everytime. Yet, Matt and I are just friends.

"Preston, I need you to understand. Your father isn't coming back." I argued. It became routine when Matt was present. "HE'S NOT DEAD! I'M SICK OF YOU SAYING THAT!" shouted Preston hitting his fist on the table. "Five years have past! It's hard to accept it but, someday you have to." "I'm not like you mom! I love my dad. Something in my heart is telling me that he's alive! If loved him like you said you did. You would understand!" "I do love him! I love your father with every inch of my soul. There's not a day that goes by that I haven't stop thinking about him. When I heard her passed away I felt the same way you did. I couldn't believe he was gone. Then the years went by. I prayed and hope that he would walk through that door. With his big beautiful smile and everything would go back to the way it was."

I placed my hand on his shoulder as he began crying. "We both know it will never happen. I felt it was best that I move on with my life. Its what your father would have wanted." I continued. Matt goes to take Preston's hand. "I may not be your dad but, I care about you as if you were mine. I feel the same about your mother. I'm always going to be here for you." he said softly to him. Preston scoffed yanking his hand away. "I don't need you. Even if you and my mom do get married. I will never ever accept you as my father!" he spit in anger. "Honey, Matt and I friends." I assured. "Friends my ass, mom. I know you two have been fucking around!" "You watch your mouth young man! I will not tolerate this attitude anymore! Go to your room!"

He shot up from the table throwing his napkin down. "Whatever." "You're also grounded for a week." "Like I give a shit! You ground me just so I won't be around to see you both fucking!" "ENOUGH! What I do in my life is none of your business!" "It kind of is! You're such a bitch!" Matt gets up from the table but, I stop him. "Ignore him." He yanked from me standing in front of my son. "I suggest you apologize to your mother. She has done nothing wrong to you." said Matt calmly. I can see Preston ball up his fist as he stared up at him. He may be nine years old but, he's not afraid of anyone. "How about you make?!" he challenged. Matt kept his cool folding his arms in front of his chest. "How would your father feel about your attitude towards her? Out of respect to him it would be fair that you apologized."

Preston unclenched his fists and ran into my arms. "I'm sorry, mama. I didn't mean any of it." "It's okay baby. When we're angry we say things we don't mean. I love you sweety." He pulled away and scolded Matt. "Good Boy." said Matt smiling. "I'm not a dog you prick. I still mean every word I say about you. Fucking asshole! I wish you died already." I shook my head as Preston stomped up the stairs. "Talk about warming up." "Listen Matt, I need to know something. For the sake of my son please tell me. Are you trying to get back with me?" I asked. He looked away from me for a split second. "I'd be lying if I said I wasn't. Cece, after all these years I'm still in love with you. I have been taking this whole friendship really slow. Hoping to gain your heart once again. I really think we can make this work." "Matt, I'm sorry. I just can't be with you nor will I attempt it. My heart belongs to Robert. Even though, he's gone I will never bring myself to love anyone else." "So, you want to spend the rest of your life alone? Not having someone to hold you, care for you, and love you like I can." "Yes." "You're not doing this for  your son's sake? He has to realize that you deserve to be happy as well." "No, his happiness is mine happiness. I just can't Matt."