⇝Love Is Blind, So Am I⇜ •ʏᴏᴏɴꜱᴇᴏᴋ• {English}

⇱Accident⇲

Jimin's POV

Two weeks after Yoongi entered the agency, Jimin always had to bring him there with his car, for then go to dance practices. Sometimes Yoongi spent the night there too, in the practice room. Jimin understood that he was very passionate about it, but he missed him.

And things for Jimin weren't going the best. And everything cause of one person, Taehyung. Jimin made him promise, that time he and Yoongi gave that party for Yoongi's success with the audition, that they would chat and call at least 2 times a day.

But it didn't happen. It seemed like Taehyung didn't even care to answer the thousands messages Jimin sent him or the missed calls Jimin made, waiting in vane to hear the other's deep voice. He always ended up crying.

It was crazy how Jimin's love for Taehyung grew up that fast, after meeting at Hoseok's house, after a long time. He always watched Taehyung's concert in TV and he was captured by his velvet deep voice and mesmerizing looks, stage after stage. He asked if he could be one of his backup dancers, but he got refused. So he gave up on that, but never on his love.

And now, that they had the possibility to even meet, it seemed like they've never knew each other. When Jimin asked to meet, those rare times Taehyung answered the messages, he said he was occupied with practice or was with Jungkook. Jimin believed that he was occupied with practice often, but not that he was with Jungkook. Of course he knew they were a duo, but he stalked Taehyung on his Instagram and he saw him with other people other than Jungkook, out, in stores or anywhere else but the practice room.

Sometimes he didn't sleep, because he thought about him a lot, arriving late for practices too; his teacher said that if he always arrived late, they would kick him out. He couldn't permit that Taehyung influenced his life like that, he had to to something.

At that point, he decided to exclude Taehyung away from his life and he would do it in front of this latest, so he could see with his eyes how hurt he left him.

Jimin didn't say a single word about that to Yoongi, since this latter was always concentrated on his work and had other appointments to the hospital. He didn't open up to the doctor anyway, it didn't matter how much he tried. That of course made Jimin more worried, because he noticed how Yoongi was closing into himself. Only when he was with Hoseok he was himself and opened up. Maybe Jimin was jealous of that, because he couldn't make Yoongi smile like before. Jimin was tired to pay for the useless visits, for food, for clothes, for bills. At least Yoongi was getting payed now, but it wasn't enough anyway. Jimin even thought about send him to live with Hoseok, they always met each other in the agency anyway. Neither Yoongi and Jimin talked much.

Jimin felt lonely. The love of his life ignored him and his best friend, who he took care of, was too occupied with his new boyfriend. Actually they weren't together officially, but Jimin noticed how close they were. And they met only a month ago, cause of him. He didn't regret though, he loved to see Yoongi smile. But he was so tired of the situation.

Now, Jimin was driving to Taehyung's house, decided to end that all. He parked to the opposite part of the road and got off his car. He walked through the street, without looking. He didn't have the time for that, he was too concentrated on the situation.

Once he was there, he rang at the doorbell. After a while, the door opened and he was greeted with a smiling Taehyung, who's smile faltered when he saw the short boy in front of him.

"Jimin... What are you doing here?" He asked, looking around. "I'm waiting for a friend, so if you could move, I would be grateful."

Jimin looked him in the eyes and clenched his fists.
"Grateful? To me? For what? We didn't talk for weeks." He stated and pushed past Taehyung.

Once they were inside, Jimin stood to the counter, with arms crossed and mad eyes turned over Taehyung, who was in front of his door. He scratched his neck and looked away.
"I know. Sorry."

Jimin laughed, sarcastically obviously.
"You're sorry? Is that all you have to say? You promised we would call, that we would chat and see each other. But nothing. Two weeks and all you do it's lie to me! Because you're not always in the practice room or with Jungkook! Stop saying you're occupied!" He rose his voice, pointing a finger to him. He was close to break down.

Taehyung chewed his lower lip and looked down.
"You're right, I've lied to you. I'm sorry about that."

"You said we would try to be a couple, you said you would try to like me a little bit, at least. But it seems like I'm the only one who is investing everything in this relationship. What do you have to say?" He asked, getting closer to Taehyung.

The taller boy looked directly into Jimin's eyes and sighed. "Okay. I'll be true on this with you Jimin.
I can't get myself to love you. Of course I like you, but it can't go over the simple friendship, it seems. I'm sorry."

In that moment, it seemed like Jimin's world fell. His eyes started to get teary and tears were threatening to roll down his eyes. He made something he had never done before. He slapped Taehyung's cheek, leaving a red mark.

"You said you would try... you PROMISED you would try... next time don't make promises you can't keep! You played with my feelings, you asshole! I hate you!" He was practically yelling, his cheeks were then wet with big tears.

Taehyung was staring at him, with big widenend eyes. He placed a hand on his own cheek and didn't speak a word.

Jimin pushed him out of the way and opened the door, running out the house.

"Jimin wait!" Taehyung shouted after him, but Jimin didn't dare to turn around. He was walking to the sidewalk, rubbing his eyes angrily. He was exhausted, even of his feelings.

Why did he have to love someone that didn't love him back?

Taehyung was always closer, so Jimin hastened his steps and then walked on the street. But right in that moment, it was too late for Taehyung to even do something.

Jimin didn't see the car arriving and one second before it hit him, he saw the lights. He got thrown on the bonnet of the car and then fell several meters away from the car. He felt like he couldn't move anymore, but his heart was beating fast for the adrenaline. After a short time, he felt a piercing pain on his chest and to his left arm. He placed his right arm on the hurting point and started to cry again. He took his hand away and saw blood on it. Then he heard a voice, it seemed going always more far away, but then he saw a person, which could be the driver, holding his hair and calling someone and another one who seemed Taehyung. This latter got closer and was crying as well, pressing a hand on Jimin's chest. He groaned in pain and then everything went black again. The last thing he saw was Taehyung's crying face and his lips moving, as he probably was saying something but he couldn't understand.

"Taehyung I love you."