⇝Love Is Blind, So Am I⇜ •ʏᴏᴏɴꜱᴇᴏᴋ• {English}

⇱Fault⇲

Taehyung's POV

Jimin's visit made him disappointed, since he was waiting for a friend. But not surprised, as Taehyung remembered that they had to maintain contact, because they promised. But Taehyung broke it. When Jimin made his way into his house and asked him questions about why he didn't answer calls and messages and lied, he hesitated.

After they met again at Hoseok's house, Taehyung looked up on YouTube and Google, looking for informations about him. He watched videos of Jimin dancing, which captured the boy. Jimin's movements were like featherlight, flexible but dynamic and precises. And he also had a muscular body, which didn't go unnoticed by Taehyung.

At first, he thought of Jimin as a selfish and attention seeker, that played with people. But that time, when they slept over Hoseok's house, in the same room, he got to know him more. And also at that party he and Yoongi made for the latter's success at the audition. He understood that Jimin was a very caring person, he took care of others well, was kind and generous and also very charming. The complete opposite of the person he imagined in his head. He ended up liking him a little, at first, for slowly become something a bit stronger.

But he didn't absolutely want to fall in love with him.

He gave the fault to the fact Jimin took away Yoongi from him, but in reality, he was scared, scared to make a mistake and ruin everything, scared to be replaced by someone else.

Scared that Jimin would forget about him like Yoongi did.

He had always been a good actor, so he decided to lie to Jimin and tell him he couldn't get himself to like him. He tried to hide his feelings, he tried to convince himself that he wasn't falling for Jimin.

But when he saw the other's face, wet tears falling down his cheeks and the words that left his mouth 'I hate you', it hurt him deeply. After Jimin left the house, it got Taehyung several seconds before realizing what he had just done, how much he hurt the other boy for all that time. He understood that he had to be sincere with him and tell him the truth. And yes, he realized to have fallen in love with Jimin in a month, withouts even putting effort in the relationship.

He ran outside, trying to reach for Jimin. But everything slowed down, time as well. He stated as the car threw Jimin to the ground. He ran over him immediately and at first he didn't know what to do. But then he noticed the blood and he pressed a hand there, to stop the bleeding. He started to cry and called for Jimin's name.

But the boy already passed out.

He looked up at the driver, who was calling the ambulance. He was mad and when the man finished the call, he stood up and gripped the front of the man's shirt.

"Didn't you see him?! He was right in front of you! How could you! It's all your fault!" He was screaming, crying and wanted to punch the man; but he ended up kneeling on the ground, crying his eyes out. He perfectly knew it was his own fault, if he just had never hurt Jimin like that, nothing of that would have happened.

When the ambulance arrived, he followed them inside as they carried Jimin on a stretcher and started to work on stopping the hemorrhage. They tried to stop Taehyung from coming with them, but he was praying them insistently. They eventually gave up, but he had to let them do their job, without interrupting them with anything. Police arrived too, they were asking questions to the driver and Taehyung as well.

After a while they arrived to the hospital, but he had to wait in the waiting room. His shirt was dirty with blood, the same we're his hands. The room in which Jimin was had a red led on, above the door on the wall, signal it was urgent. And probably serious.