⇝Love Is Blind, So Am I⇜ •ʏᴏᴏɴꜱᴇᴏᴋ• {English}

⇱New Begin pt. 1⇲

Hi guys! This is the last chapter! It will be very long, so I devided it in 2 chapters. I tried to not make a quick ending nor a too detailed one, even if it's long. I hope I was able to do so! I also hope you have liked this story. In my opinion, it was the best I've ever made until now. A new one is coming, though ;)
Enjoy!

Yoongi's POV

Yoongi arrived to the airport with Jimin. He was secure about his choice. He wanted to see again, and he didn't care who would get in the way, he would still make that surgery. Even if the one in the way was Hoseok. If he wanted to go on, he had to leave Hoseok apart. He loved him with all his heart and soul, but he wouldn't permit him to obstruct that great opportunity he had got just to satisfy his selfish ideals.

"Thanks sir. Next, please". Yoongi returned to reality when the check-in staff woman spoke to him. His grip around Jimin's hand tightened. He wanted to move as fast as possible.

They walked on to the security controls. Yoongi hated those, he really did. He didn't like people to check his personal stuff. After they got through it, with some complaining from Yoongi, they got all their things and started to walk to the gate.

"Wait! Yoongi, Jimin!" It was Hoseok's voice. "Please wait!" Followed by Taehyung's.

Yoongi stopped on his tracks and turned around. He was shocked. What was happening? Why were they there? He thought Hoseok didn't want Yoongi to take that surgery.

"I can't reach you now Yoongi, the check-in assistant won't let me get to you!" Hoseok shouted. By his tone of voice, he sounded sincere.
"I just want you to know that... I don't want to lose you! Please, come back!"

"I've made my decision and you can't stop me! Goodbye". He started to walk away with Jimin. He couldn't believe it. Hoseok made his way to the airport only to tell him that?

"Jimin!" Taehyung called him. "I know you want to support Yoongi into this, but you can't leave me without have talked with me either!" He exclaimed. Yoongi turned over Jimin, surprised.

"I thought you had talked with him."
Jimin sighed. "Sorry Hyung, I didn't... But that's because I didn't want you to be alone in this whole situation." He explained.

Suddenly, Yoongi felt a pair of hands around him, engulfing him into a tight hug. "Hoseok... How did you-". Guards were shouting at the younger to move and go away. They were coming closer as well.

"Please Yoongi, don't go away. I love you and... And I'm sorry. I shouldn't have been so selfish. Let's talk about this at home." His tone was pleading.

"I'm sorry Hoseok, but I can't wait any longer. My doctors know already that I'm leaving."

"Then let me leave with you! Please Yoongi-". He was interrupted by the female voice in the speakers saying that flight number 9
(Yoongi's flight) would soon leave.

Yoongi turned around in his arms and hugged him back. He missed hugging him, he missed his perfume. Maybe he was still in time to postpone all, he could ask the doctors. He still had time after all...

No. He had decided already and he would go to Europe. If his lover would stop him, then he would go himself. His own health was more important. He left Hoseok's arms and took Jimin's hand in his.

"I'm sorry Hoseok, you should've told me this earlier... Bye". His lips slightly curved down. He was disappointed.

Turning around, they walked to their gate. The guards had taken Hoseok away already. He was shouting Yoongi to wait, but the older wouldn't listen.

Yoongi and Jimin left that same afternoon.

Hoseok's POV

Hoseok tried desperately to fight the guards and get to Yoongi again, but he couldn't make it. Yoongi and Jimin left without him and Taehyung.

Once they were back at home, Hoseok threw himself on the couch. He felt extremely sad and angry with himself.

"This isn't fair..." He mumbled with his face buried in a pillow.

Taehyung sat next to him, his face in his hands.
"Yes, it is not fair... It's all your fault though!" He exclaimed, standing up and pointing at Hoseok. The latter thought the younger probably had tried to keep calm, but with Jimin leaving, he couldn't do that anymore.

Hoseok didn't answer though. He knew it was his fault, for being selfish, scared of changes and insecure.

"Yoongi isn't the only one, Jimin has left too. Ugh!" He sat back on the couch, taking a pillow and hitting it with a punch.

"I know Tae, it's my fault". He said, looking down at his hands.
"But I'll fix this. I will, no matter what." He stood up and took his laptop. Then he sat back on the sofa.

"What are you doing?" Taehyung asked, scooting closer to the older.

"I'm looking up for tickets."

"But we don't know in which country nor city of Europe Yoongi and Jimin went to." He stated. He had a point.

"Then we'll ask Yoongi's doctors. They surely know it".

"They'll never tell us, Hyung, it's patient's privacy! We should just check the last hour flights". Taehyung said, taking the laptop.

"No, Let me do this! I've made a mess and now I'll fix it." Hoseok took back his laptop.

He made a new mail message and sent it to Yoongi's neurologist, doctor Kim Namjoon. He answered after a short while, Hoseok exclaiming a 'yes' then moment he got a reply.

It wasn't what he expected.

"Hello, Sr. Jung Hoseok,

I'm really sorry, but I'm afraid to tell you that your boyfriend, Min Yoongi, before leaving, he precisely told me to not tell you his destination. He was rather angry, he doesn't want you to reach him or his mental stability will collapse. I, as his neurologist, will make sure that doesn't happen.

Best regards, Doctor Kim Namjoon."

Hoseok stared at the email message for a while, before shutting the laptop closed. He gave it to Taehyung and leaned on the back of the couch with crossed arms and a pout. "Aw, c'mon Hyung, don't be angry." Taehyung said, ruffling his hair and chuckling.

Then he opened the laptop again and typed down the last flights from the Seoul airport.
"Damn, I need the number if the gate. Do you remember it?" He asked Hoseok, who was looking at the screen.

"Uhm, I think it was... Gate number 9!" He exclaimed, moving onto Taehyung's lap with his upper body and typing down on the keyboard.
They stared at the screen with opened mouths when the destination came up.

"Yoongi and Jimin went to Milan, which is in... Italy?!" They both exclaimed, looking at each other.

"Taehyung, buy two tickets for Milan for the first available flight." Hoseok stated, running in his room afterwards.

"Wait, what do you want to do?!"

Hoseok peaked from behind the door of his room.
"Simple, we are going to Italy to see Yoongi and Jimin." He stated. "Quick, pack your bags!" He went back into his room, taking two bags and the clothes he most needed.

He wanted to see Yoongi again, hold him and tell him he missed him and that he was sorry for being an idiot.