⇝Love Is Blind, So Am I⇜ •ʏᴏᴏɴꜱᴇᴏᴋ• {English}

⇱Rush⇲

Hi guys! Sorry that I didn't update for a long time... But now my school year ended and I can update again!
I hope you like this chapter!!

Yoongi's POV

Few days after Taehyung and Jimin started to date, they told about their relationship to Jungkook. He was the only one that didn't know about it. His eyes popped out, it was a funny yet cute reaction.

But things would change.

Yoongi knew it. Jimin was often over Taehyung's house, even if Jimin went to go to live back with Yoongi (even if the latter stayed over Hoseok almost everyday). Hoseok had a busy schedule lately, so Yoongi often stayed in his studio, working hours and hours, sleeping there some days. Sometimes Jungkook would come over, but he was a busy singer, so he had to work on his own songs too. But it usually was the youngest of the group to take him food and drinks. At least someone remembered that Yoongi wasn't able to cook for himself. Other times, he had to order his food by himself, calling take away restaurants often.

Yoongi thought he would be finally happy once Jimin recovered his memory. But he didn't meet him often, while a month back he lived with him and stayed with him every single day.

He felt left out, he felt like there was no one really caring about him. Those thoughts often reminded him of a person. His mother. She had never really taken care of him and his dad. She was always out, drinking or with her friends. That's what Yoongi remembered of his mother.

Yoongi was in his studio, trying to write something, anything. But he had a lack of inspiration and motivation. So, he asked his manager to bring him home. Not Hoseok's home; there, he would miss him too much. He went to his and Jimin's house. The younger was at dance practice anyway.

Once he reassured his manager that he could look after himself, he entered his house. He took a long breath. It didn't really smell like home anymore. He wanted to go to sleep and just forget about every bad thought and feeling he had lately.

But there was one problem. He couldn't walk upstairs. He had never done that by himself again after he once fell. Fortunately, Jimin had been there to catch him. This time though, he was alone. He didn't want to sleep on the couch, it wasn't as comfortable as his bed and he was tired to sleep on the studio's sofa.

At last, he decided to walk upstairs by himself.

He moved his stick slowly, putting a foot after the other. He could do it, he didn't need anyone. But right when he was almost arrived at the second floor, he slipped on the last step and fell back on the stairs, bumping his head twice. When he felt he wasn't falling anymore, he understood to be lying on the floor. His head hurt and spun and after few seconds, he lost consciousness.

Hoseok's POV

He was finally able to get a free day. He wanted to spend it with Yoongi only, it had been too much since they've done it. He went to Yoongi's studio but found it empty. He asked Yoongi's manager where his boyfriend was. He told him he brought him back to his house, where he used to live with Jimin.

When he was in his car, he decided to phone Yoongi. But he received no answer. He frowned. Yoongi always answered right away. He got worried and decided to go back to his house.

When he was there, he quickly got off his car and knocked on the door.
No answer. He tried again, knocking with more energy. Again, no answer. He started to panic and took out his keys. He reminded of the fact that Yoongi gave him a spare key.

Once he was inside, he looked around. To his right, over the end of the stairs, he saw Yoongi's body lie unconscious.

At first, he just stared at it, unable to move. He was like paralyzed. Then, realization hit him, and he ran over Yoongi, kneeling next to his body. Yoongi's head was bleeding. He was about to shook him, but then he remembered that you should never move someone not conscious. He took Yoongi's wrist and checked his heart beat. He was alive. He took a huge breath of relief and quickly took out his phone with shaky hands. He was trying very hard to not cry and despair; but after he called an ambulance, he started to cry. He was blaming himself, if he had arrived earlier, nothing of that would have happened.

No, that wasn't it. Yoongi went there alone, without asking him. It meant that Hoseok should've stayed next to him earlier, reducing his hours of work to be with Yoongi more. If he had done that before, now Yoongi would be to Hoseok's house together with him.

Suddenly, Yoongi's arm moved. Hoseok looked at him and noticed Yoongi was trying to sit up.

"No no, wait, don't move". Hoseok said, gently pushing Yoongi back down.

Yoongi turned his head over him.
"Hoseok...?" He asked, his tone cautious.

"Yes, it's me. What happened?" He asked, stroking Yoongi's locks away from his eyes.

Yoongi didn't answer immediately. He simply lied there, without moving again.
"I wanted to go upstairs, but I was alone. I was almost at the top when I... I slipped and fell back. I hit my head". He said, placing a hand on it. He probably realized it was bleeding. He widened his eyes.

"Calm down, it's going to be okay. I called an ambulance. I'll take a cloth to prevent it from bleeding too much". He said, standing up. He rubbed his eyes. He couldn't cry in that moment, he needed to concentrate on helping Yoongi.

He took a cloth from the kitchen and walked back to Yoongi. He put it on his head, pressing a little. Yoongi hissed, visibly in pain.

"I thought you didn't care..." He mumbled. Hoseok widened his eyes.

"What are you saying?! Of course I care, you idiot!"

"Me? And idiot? You've ignored me for days and now you're calling me an idiot?!" Yoongi raised his voice, but groaned in pain again, making Hoseok flinch.

"Listen Yoongi... I do care, okay? I know I've made a mistake, I should've stayed closer to you and-". He couldn't finish his sentence, because the black-haired boy fainted again.

Fortunately, the ambulance arrived, and doctors took him away on a stretcher. Hoseok went inside the vehicle as well, always staying next to Yoongi.

Once they were at the hospital, Hoseok had to stay in the waiting room. He decided to call their friends. Jimin and Taehyung arrived first.

"Hoseok-hyung! What happened?" Jimin asked, breathing heavily.

Hoseok started to cry hard then. He couldn't take it anymore.
"Y-Yoongi- he f-fell and... H-he hit his he-ead. I-I-". Taehyung hugged him tightly, while Jimin just stared. He sat down on a chair. He started to cry as well. Jungkook arrived. He cried too.

The four of them were sitting down, next to each other when, after a while, a nurse walked over them with two doctors. One of those was Namjoon, Hoseok noticed.

They stood up "So? What about Yoongi?" Hoseok immediately asked.

"The patient Min Yoongi has got a concussion. He is in a coma. He should awake within the next 3 days. If that isn't the case, then it won't be clear when he'll wake up. We'll keep you updated." The doctor explained. They all were shook.

"Doctor Kim Namjoon, since Yoongi is his patient, will check on him once he is awake. That's all. Oh and, only two you can enter." The doctor said, for then walk away.

Hoseok decided to enter, together with Jimin. They sat next to the bed where Yoongi was lying on. Hoseok took his hand, holding it.

"I'm so sorry Yoongi... I should've stayed next to you..." He mumbled while sobbing. He was sure to have finished his tears a long ago, but he was serious crying.

"I'm sure he will be okay, Hoseok. Don't worry." Jimin said. He was trying to reassure him, but his tone was uncertain.

But they didn't know what Yoongi was dreaming into his coma.
They didn't know that Yoongi's situation was going to change.