Band Obsessed

Nick Mara

(Inspired by the song Too Much Too Ask by Niall Horan)

"Waiting here for someone
Only yesterday we were on the run
You smiled back at me and your face lit up the sun
Now I'm waiting here for someone

Oh love,
Do you feel this rough
Why's it only you I'm thinking of

My shadow's dancing without you for the first time
My heart is hoping, you'll walk right in tonight
And tell me there are things that you regret
'Cause if I'm being honest I ain't over you yet
That's all I'm asking, is it too much to ask?" I sang along with Niall Horan as I laid in my bed staring at my ceiling.

My now ex-boyfriend, Nick and I just broke up. We dated for about two years. I live in New Jersey and Nick lives in California. After Nick wad put into that PRETTYMUCH band, he had to move to California which broke both of our hearts.

I had to convince him to go because he shouldn't pass up the opportunity to do something he loves to do. He broke up with me because our long distance relationship wasn't working out. With him always making music and performing and me going to college, our schedules are jam packed which makes it hard for one of us to visit the other.

Maybe it's for the best. All I know is I'm completely heartbroken and I miss him lots.