Or Maybe Be

Inconsistent

I know I don't show it, but I'm a little hurt by you and the way you treat me
When we're good, it's amazing
Your smile makes my heart flutter,
Your words send me glimpses of heaven,
Your eyes reflect the future I want with you.

But the next day, it goes away like it never happened,
Like the feelings you portrayed were just for a moment
Like the beauty between us went as quickly as shooting stars,
there for a moment, then gone the next

It makes me think you only say I'm pretty when you're lonely,
Say I'm gorgeous when you're horny
And say you want me when it's only
you laying there in bed, wishing you were next to me
Or maybe you're wishing you were just next to somebody

My love stays persistent while yours is inconsistent,
like the way you're insistent on being coexistant
Call the medical assistant, you're killing my resistance
Like that time you lured me into your trap, for instance

You
I don't want to feel this way about you
You're a friend, a good one, and I don't want to live without you
And I know, you warned me, you warned me this might happen
But can you blame a girl who wants you to fill the heart you put a gap in

So do you want me, or not? If I were you, I wouldn't end me
I would keep me, I could love you more than anyone, why can't you see
That I'm choosing you, I'm waiting
For you to turn around and see
That the girl who's gonna love you most is nobody but me