silent love (a beca/chloe/aubrey fanfic)

chapter 5

Beca's pov.

I wake up and rub my eyes. Last night was amazing! The three of us decided to play some games and it was a lot off fun. We joked around and it was so nice! I think that i should go and take a shower. I only have two classes today but it's also my first day at the radio station today! I'm so excited. I hope that they won't make me talk tho. I just want to do something with music. When i was a kid, i always dreamed about being a singer. I gave that dream up after that i stopped talking. But with that, my new dream was born. I wanted to be a DJ. I still want to be one! My dad said that i need to finish college and then he would pay for my trip to LA. I was so happy when he said that. I first didn't want to go to college but it doesn't sound to bad right now. I actually want to finish college now! I grab my shower bag and head towards the showers. I step in the shower and turn the water on while i'm undressing. I used to love singing in the shower. I used to love to talk in general. My parents always told me that i never stopped talking. Now i can't start. One time i talk too much, one time i talk to less. Life is kind off hard. I step under the water and smile. I love water. I love swiming. I liked it when we used to go to the beach together. But then dad left and decided to go live with sheilla. I didn't understand it at first but now i do. I understand everything. I hear my phone going off and turn the water off. I dry myself and quickly dress to check who messaged me. I grab my phone and unlock it.

From chloe, 10.28: good luck in the radio station today! Me and bree hope that you will have a lot off fun. Text us to tell us how it went okay?

I smile at the text. That's so nice off them. I'm glad that they rememberd that it was my first day at the radio station. I grab my shower bag and start to walk towards my dorm room. I have an hour left before my first class starts. Aubrey should be in class right now and chloe her class starts in thirty minutes. At least i think so. They told me yesterday but i'm not sure if i rememberd corectly. I grab my phone and decide to text back.

To chloe, 10.34: thanks! I hope that it's going to be a lot off fun aswell. I'll make sure to text you after that i'm done! Have fun in class!

I send. I walk inside off my dorm and put my shower bag away. I look into the mirror and grab my make up bag. A little bit off make up won't hurt me. I finish my make up and clean it all up. The auditions for the bellas are soon. I hope that aubrey and chloe will find enough girls so that they can go to icca's. I haven't heard them sing yet, but i bet that they sound awesome! I look at my watch and notice that i still have forty minutes until i need to leave for class. Between the two classes that i have is an one hour gap. I don't want to head back to my dorm because that would be useless. Maybe i should take my laptop and headphones with me and work on some mixes in my dad his office. He should be there grading papers around that time and i don't think that he would mind it. I grab my laptop bag and put everything in it that i would need. Just then i hear my phone going off.

From chloe, 10.45: you better text us! And i don't know if it's going to be a lot off fun. The teacher is boring! He doesn't explain it in a nice way.

Is she texting while she is in class? I shake my head with a smile. She should be paying attention. Not texting me. Not that i mind it if she's texting me. I just want her to pay attention. She needs to learn a lot if she wants to be a doctor!

To chloe, 10.49: you should be paying attention! Why are you even texting me right now!? You need to learn so you can become one off the best doctors out there! Pay attention, red!

I send. I like that nickname. Maybe i should change her name to red. Why not? I go into my contacts and change her name into red. The nickname suits her. I lay down on my bed and close my eyes for a minute. It's only tuesday and i already miss hailee. I wonder how she is doing. I hope that she doesn't have any trouble in school. I may be mute but i know how to speak with my fists! And i would gladly show it to those who mess with my little sister! It's it's funny, isn't it? I'm capable of standing up against bullies if they are bullying someone else, but when they are bullying me then i can't do it! Then i lose my voice. Well, not that i had one to begin with. I already know that this year isn't going to be that diffrent from high school. I'm still going to get bullied. But this time i will have some friends to go to. I'm not alone anymore! My phone buzzes and i unlock it.

From chloe, 10:56: alright, alright. I'll pay attention. Or try to at least. Anyway, talk to you later becs!

I smile at the text and get up. I should be heading towards my class now. I'll text her later tonight.