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⚠️❗WARNING: RANTING❗⚠️
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Silence,
It's all I can hear.
It's all I can hear from my friends when I'm near them.
It's because they're always on their phones.
It makes me feel as if I'm not good enough.
I don't want silence, i want them to talk to me.
I don't want them enjoying their phone more than me.
Why can't they enjoy me?
I'm I seriously that boring???
Am I just not entertaining????
What can i do to make you not ignore me?
I guess it's my fault, i'm sorry
I'm sorry your phone is better than me,
that it can make you happier
I'm sorry if being on your phone is your way of "coping".
I'm sorry you just have to look at my face and
remember that LIFE SUCKS!
I dunno..
I just don't see how it's fair that when I'm around you I put my phone away because I love you so much and I just want to spend time with you and talk to you but instead I get you staring at your phone reading or watching something!
Is it really fair!?
I say, "I'll love you more than you'll ever love me."
Then you say the same thing, and i say,
"that's not tru-."
Then you say, "how?"
And i reply with silence Because you need to realize what YOUR doing!
It's also your actions that show me how much you care, not just words like,
"I love you!"
"Take care!"
"Your the best!"
"Be safe!"
I notice so much! Because I'm not on my phone distracted-.
I observe what you do.
Ever wonder why I'm so quiet? It's because I'm sadly watching you all ignore me and choose your phones over me.
Yes, hi.
Im just here if you ever get tired of your phone.
I'm, just here-.
-🥀Ꭲ.N.Ꭲ🥀
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My Mind Is Louder Than You Think
Randomfirst poetry novel created during my middle school to freshman year days. There are quotes, a dedication, and just stuff i mainly made out of my feels. {Pictures do not belong to me, credit to the original artists <3}
