Till It Hurts

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People says they look up to me,

They say how I am a role model,

That I do everything the best,

How I probably get the high grades,

And have the most friends.

No, 

They're all wrong,

I'm too awkward,

and lonely to

Keep a friend.

I can't talk to them,

like the say I can,

They're all to judgemental,

No matter what thay tell me.

I have Jesus in my life,

He's all I need.

Simply put,

with all this evil in the world,

it seems like I get all the bad happening to me.

I am just a teenager,

Awkward and lonely,

Rapid hormones,

And always hungry.

In these awkward times,

I need more help,

more prayer,

more time,

Better friends,

A girlfriend that doesn't use me,

I need more prayer,

and more prayer,

till it hurts to pray,

Help me get over my awkwardness,

get me out,

of the dark and shallow,

Get me out in the open sea.

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