Little Infinities

In My Eyes

In the eyes of an angel,

It was very sinful.

In the eyes of a demon,

It was a blessing.

In the eyes of her father,

Was disappointment.

In the eyes of my mother,

Was disappointment.

In her eyes,

Was pleasurement.

In my eyes,

Was confusion.

I thought it was right,

It felt right.

That was almost a year ago,

I feel pain.

Now that I lied,

It changed my relationships.

I see my friends different,

Happier,

Than me.

The only one I can turn to is Jesus,

But now I feel like a disappointment,

Like I know I am loved,

I am very undeserving of his love,

I know this,

But he still loves me,

Maybe I do not need her.

In God's eyes,

I am his son.

In Satan's eyes,

I am saved my Christ.

In my eyes,

I have all I need.