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I stood there looking at the door and watched his shadow get small and smaller the faster he went.  When his shadow finally faded I turned around and looked at my mother.  She smiled innocently at me. I fell on my knees and shove my face in my hands. Tears started to form and they came out, more and more.

I gather up my tears, wiping them carelessly. I stood up and look up at mother once more and just stared at her. My hazel eyes burning through her brown ones. She looks back but then backs down on me. Just as she was about to speak-

"Don't say anything-" I finish for her.

"What did you do?" I continued. The tears started to gather up but I held them in for the sake of my pride and this situation. She looks down at me before softening. She tries to gather up her words but I have no heart to hear it, my curiosity gets the best of me.

"Did you really k-k-ill her?....." My voice cracks and all I see in her now is not the mother that walked away from my family but the monster she was, the monster she is. My voice mutes itself automatically and I wait for her to speak.

"So maybe...I kind of killed her...." She said. She walks up closer to me and I walk back quickly scared of what will happen in the next few minutes. 

"But I didn't-it wasn't on purpose, it was a accident" She tried to explain to me. I felt myself to automatically move back even if she stood still. 

"How could you, accidentally kill someone?!" I shout lowly to her remembering J is resting in the hospital bed. I walk to him quickly and sit next to him playing with his hair.  He looks so beat up, just as when I first came here. Not that I expected for it to change. I felt a vibration in my pocket and pulled my phone out, I looked at the screen.

'Dad' It read. I answered the call and press the phone to my ear. 

"Dad?" I asked.

"Honey? Are you okay? Is J okay? I got home and no one was there, what happened?" He said his deep voice echoing into my ear rushing all at once.

"I'm fine, I'm with J, he's in the hospital and pretty beat up, he's resting now" I said calmly.

"What? I'll be there in an hour okay don't move" He said to me

"I won't get here safely, love you" I said to him truthfully.

"Love you too" He said. I ended the call and looked at my mother, she seemed clueless. Glad to know my phone wasn't that loud. She looks at me as I was suppose to tell her something. I fake a smile to her.

"You have a hour before he gets here, you better start the story" I said. I looked at her and before I could see her reaction on the story the moment she heard he in the sentence she stood still, she looked down at her apparell as if ashamed.

 "You still love him, don't you?" I asked. A tears slowly slides down her cheek.

"I never stopped" She barely whispered.

I turned my back and just sat there looking at J. "Well, you better get on with it" I said to her. Not wanting to get any more emtional than today itself.

I breath in slowly. Ready to take on whatever I find out today in this hour. I look the the clock 11:00PM.

Here we go.

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-Mae.