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25. lιlyjane joнnѕon

25.

Warmth surrounded me. My pillow was warm, really warm. I let my hands feel the pillow and felt continious lumps. I opened my eyes, blinded my the sunrise at first. When they adjusted I saw Aiden fast asleep next to me. Memories of last night flashed to me before I could react boldly. I lay down next to him accepting the warm provided. He wrapped his arm around me tightly. He's my boyfriend.

I never thought I would ever have a boyfriend. Even saying it in my head, it feels so surreal. For anyone to like me, I mean I'm nothing but the first slice of bread, the thing no one wants-

"Don't say that" A voice says gently to me. A palm cupped my cheek, tingles shocked everywhere. Aiden.  

Oops.

I look down at his shirt, putting my hand on it feeling his warm chest, I felt him shiver before smiling shortly before he notices. Knowing I affected him just as much as he affected me was nice to know.

"Say what?" I continued to look down at his shirt. He took my chin, making me look at him. Gorgeous blue eyes were the first thing I was welcomed by. They pierced through my dull brown eyes attentively.

"You're beautiful and you always will be." He whispers to me.

"No" I said. He looked at me confused.

"No?" He repeated as a question.

"I'm not beautiful or gorgeous, I don't wear make up like the other girls and I'm not so confident about my body or myself. Why me?" My voice was vulnerable and so was I. If this is all just one big joke then I don't want it. I started to back away from him on the bed till I hit the wall. He layed there still. A blank face was all he gave me. He was in front of it before I knew it, our breaths mixing.

"Lily. You make my heart beat faster every time I look at you. You take my breath away at your generous actions. You make me crazy. Why me?" He asked. He was a few feet away now.

Fate.

I guess this is what fate wants for me, maybe this-all of this- was supposed to happen.

I smiled at him. The most genuine and happiest smile I've ever made. I move closer to him, close enough to caress his cheek. His eyes shut taking all this in.

"Come" I say quietly. He comes closer to me. I gesture him closer and he obeyed.

I can't believe I'm gonna do this.

I wrap my arms around his neck, our foreheads touching. "Aiden" I say. He looks at me but before he could do or say anything I gently pressed my lips on his. A burning passion lighted inside me, I loved it. I love him. But just as quickly I'd did it I depart from his lips before he could react. I unwrap my arms around his neck and back away from him giving him space. I look down at my bed covers, white and lavender.

Lips were on mine and we were right were we were just a few seconds ago. My arms quickly wrap around his neck and we end up having having a heavy make out session. He asked for a entrance which I shyly denied. He pushed me against the wall and touched my stomach causing to gasp, to his advantage letting himself in. Minutes later, we departed. Our lips were red and puffy. We breath heavily. I back away once again and give him his space.

"I'm sor-ry, I shoul-dn't have kissed you. I was probably bad considering I've never done this and you'll probably never to ever kiss me again." I shuttered out quickly. 

"Lily?" He answers gently. I keep my eyes closed afraid.

"Lily, can you please open your eyes?" He pleads. I keep them shut tightly. Then he takes my hands and intertwines them with mine.

"Please..?" He pleads. I slowly open my eyes to see Aiden's eyes sparkling at me, looking at me as if I was the most valuable thing he had.

"I can't imagine having another kiss from any girl like you" He speaks softly.

"Lily, I love you and I will protect you and love you from to the day of marriage till the day we die and even after that I would never hit you, never" He said firmly.

"Promise?"

"I promise,  with all my heart. " He answers without hesitation. I slowly walk closer to him and wrap my arms around him. He does the same tighter as if he would lose me any second. A random question popped into my head but before I could think about the possibilities myself I blurted it out.

"What if you find someone else?" He looked at me like he always has.

"I mean you're handsome and cute,  there's a lot more girls who will fall for you and they can give you more than I could ever in a lifetime" I said my voice clear in my room.

"For a lifetime you will blow my breath away and make my heart beat so much faster. No girl can ever do that but you." He answered. I smiled shortly.

"Aiden?" I whisper. I pull him close and our foreheads touch once again. But I don't kiss him.

"I love you." I said. He smiles at me and I think about the first time we met, the way he was always so cold and broken. He's made it through it all and that's one more reason to love him even more.

"I love you too Lily, so much" He answers looking at me the whole time.

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