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19. lιlyjane joнnѕon

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I smiled in content and walked passed sneakily the living room hoping J wouldn't see me but I couldn't even make two steps before I was pulled into the living room unwillingly not ready to be interrogated.

I was pushed onto the couch and felt the couch go down where I sat. I looked up to see a very curious J staring down at me.

"So....?" He asked loudly. I continued to look up at him, blankly. I gave it a few minutes to build up the tension.

"It was okay" I answered. He looked down at me in satisfaction. I shrugged at him prepared to get up but was pushed down as soon as I moved a muscle.

"Yes?" I asked him.

"That's it?-" He asked calmly. Get ready for it ladies and gentlemen.

"-that's all?! no, no. There's more, tell me!" He finished holding my shoulders. I chuckled in response and he scoffed.

"That's all you can do laugh?! At a moment like this after your date, you laugh?" He yelled again.

"Can you stop yelling?" I whispered to him.

"Sorry" He replied.

"We went to the amusement park and went on a couple of rides and got something to eat, the end" I said to him. I shrug at the end making sure he knows it's the truth.

"Well that's boring" He says after a good few minutes. I just nod. But in all honestly, I found the date a pretty interestingly enchanting considering it's my first date, ever. But I wasn't gonna admit that to him.

"Yeah well J I'm tired so can I go?" I asked. Before he could answer I was out the room and up the stairs. I walked to my room and took a shower. I walked out the bathroom freshly clean. I felt asleep in two seconds flat.

•••

I walked to the library ready to study. It was lunch now and I wanted to use my time to study-as always- I didn't want any surprises so I tried my best to be quiet and sneaky. I walked through the doors and ran to a good hiding place to study comfortably.

I took my books out and started studying, only the sounds of the librarian typing surrounding me. When suddenly I heard a movement. I quickly put my stuff in my bag paranoid. The door squeaked meaning someone's here.

"Lily?" A voice echoed throughout the library.

"Shh!" I heard the librarian say. The voice mumbled a apology and footsteps walked around the floor creaking.

I look from afar to see who it is and see Aiden.

Surprise

Surprise

"I need to talk to you" He says. Curiosity getting the best of me I stand up slowly and walk quietly towards the front of the library. And when I do, there Aiden is standing looking around. It takes a few seconds for him to see me, then his eye catches me. He smiles and walks to me.

That smile.

I stood there quietly and look down. I was pulled into a hug and I put my arms around him slowly, laying my head on his chest surrounded by his warmth. We stay like that for a while. 

Safe. 

I didn't realize that, that's how I felt whenever I was in his arms. I could tell now that I could be in that position forever. But I knew I had to let go so I let my arms depart from him and the cold covered me. 

"Yeah?" I asked. I pushed my glasses up and adjusted them fiddling with them. I slowly look up and he's just looking down at me. 

"I wanted to talk to you" He answered.

"About......?" I asked, trailing off on him. He suddenly looks down to the floor and silence consumes us for a while. 

"Another date" He barely whispers. I wouldn't have catched it if it wasn't so quiet, when I finally sinked in what he said my eyes widen and I started stepping back until I hid the wall. I slip to the floor and hugged my knees. I felt footsteps come toward me and I froze. Knowing who it was, I didn't want to talk about another date, even though I've been on one and it was enchantingly interesting, I'm still scared. But then I make the choice of looking forward and there he is staring at me with his warm smile. 

"I can't" I answer calmly. I didn't need him knowing I was scared, what dignity would I have in that? Not that I had one now. He looks at me confusingly for a quick moment.

"Why?" He asked.

"I'm busy for the next couple of weeks with test and studying and all, sorry" I answered quickly trying to slow down. I hear the bell and gather my stuff slowly. Taken for granted he didn't hear it I get up quickly and rush out the room.

"See you later" I said quickly and I was out the door before he could answer. I ran to my next class and sat in the back corner quietly like usual. The teacher walked in and smiled at us, just as she was about to speak someone knocked the door. A girl walked in the door and passed a note to the teacher, she looked up and her eyes caught me. I turned around to see if anyone was behind me but even I knew no one was, she gestured me to come, I grabbed my stuff and walked to the front. 

"You're being sent to the office" She said to me. I nodded in response and followed the girl who came in to the office. I looked down at the floor and suddenly felt this weird pit in my stomach. Once I reached the office I looked up and that's when I saw her. My blood was boiling and the pit in my stomach was getting worse, she wasn't helping. Something was wrong, something is wrong.

She stood in a short dress that barely covered her ass and had so much make-up if she wore any more I wouldn't been have able to recognize that face of hers. 

"Mom"

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-Mae.