I miss u & I will miss u...

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Conor POV
"Conor I don't care if I'm in here as soon as I'm out of here I'm coming to find you...you can't do this on your own"jack said

"Jack your date has been pushed to even further because of your operation so that means your in here even longer"Caspar buts in

"Yeah but as soon as I'm out I'm coming to find you so when you found her you text me saying you've got her"jack said

"Jack you'll get out of this hospital still not feeling good...if anything I want you here with Amelia because at least she has her uncle that she loves..."I said he was looking at me

"She my best friend bro but also my my sister-in-law"jack said quitely

"I made her your sister-in-law...because I love her and I want to do this on my own I can't risk loosing you and Evie"I said he took time to think about it

"Conor...right fine"he said changing his mind

"You text me as soon as you have her"he said

"Group chat so we all know"caspar said

"Hundred percent, I need to book the flight and get some sleep"I said getting up

"This will be the last time I'll see you..."Caspar said and we realised that's true caspar hugged me instantly after we all realised and I looked at jack and he gave me a thumbs up I nodded

"Bring her home"jack said we laughed a little

"I will boys...take it easy will ya"I said they nodded

"Also...Caspar and jack...Amelia loves you two more than any of the boys so give her the love while I'm gone"I said

"You don't even need to ask that mate"jack said I smiled and I just left after that and I had to hold back my tears...

I'm coming for you Evie...where ever you are baby

Evie PoV
3 am...and I've been whipped and had painful sex for an hour...i forgot how painful in was I couldn't move...it makes me miss conor because he would never do that at all I was crying and crying...I want conor!

"How was that babe"he said

"I...want conor"I begged for the 50th

"He gone! Get that in your thick head!"he said and slapped me I moaned in agony

"You need some sleep...where off on a jet tomorrow"he said getting bed with me was in a run down hotel in somewhere...well I have no idea where we are

"Jet?"I question

"Yeah...your brother knows a guy and thought it be easier because you can't run off but...forget that get some sleep"he said and brought me close to him and his fingers grazed my bum

"Oh how I've missed you"he growled I had tears steaming down my face

Next day...

"Here"he said giving me some black leggings and my jumper last time I was wearing a skirt...how has he got legging? You know what I'm just gonna do as he says at this point I got changed into them and he pulled me in for a rough kiss...ugh! I hate this! I just want to be with conor he way more gentle and a better person to me than Adam

"Come on I've been to load the car with petrol while you was asleep..."he said and I checked my hair it was a mess and he chucked a hair brush I looked at him

"What? I am looking after you I brought you leggings and then gave you a hair brush...I gotta get on your good side some how"he smirked and walked outside...he never getting on my good side  I brushed my hair in the mirror and I realised what am I doing...

"I'm so sorry conor"I sigh out loud and tears dropped down my face...I just want to be with him again but I know it's gonna take ages and this is gonna be a painful trip and I opened the door thinking I could get away and as I went to walk away I bumped into someone

"Don't think your running away darling"Adam said I shook my head he slapped me for shaking my head and tears dropped down my face

"This husband of yours isn't here...get use to your old life again"he said grabbing my rists and guided me into the car and as we started driving I looked out the window and I played with my wedding rings I look down at them and it broke my hart and I started crying again

"For fuck sakes...listen your husband gone and jack practically dead in hospital and your child...I'll find a way to get her for you then will make a brother or sister for her"he said laughing it just made me more sad and scared and I just looked owt the window

Conor POV
This is the day I leave...I was down the hallway to jacks apartment to see Amelia and tell her what my mum said to tell her...I knocked on the door and my dad answered

"Your mum with Amelia in the living room"my dad said I nodded and as I came in Anna came out from jack spare room and we went in the living room and she was playing with her bunny

"Daddy!"She said running up to me I crouched down and she stretched her baby arms to cuddle me and I kissed her forehead and my mum was almost crying and I let go of the hug and sat on the floor

"Look Amelia...you're staying with grandma for a while"I said

"And Anna?"she said I nodded

"Why?"She said and this is when I stopped

"Because mummy needs me she in a bit of trouble"I said she had a frown on

"Is she hurt?"she said and this is when tears started to form and I shook my head

"I don't know sweetheart"I said and I pulled her into a hug as I saw little tears form in her face and I look at my mum and she smiled while crying she was trying to stay strong but Anna was crying also my dad wasn't because he always staying strong for the family in family situations I felt Amelia soft little tears soak at patch of my black tee and as I let go of the hug I looked at her and wiped her tears and I gave her endless kisses on her forehead she came and p Ickes her up and got up off the floor and sat her on my knee

"But it's all going to be fine princess"I said

"You bringing mummy home"she asked I nodded she stopped crying a little it's shocking to see how much she understands things at age 2 and a half

"You packing?"my mum asked I shook my head

"I've got everything in this backpack"I said looking at my backpack

"When you going?"my dad asked

"Should leave in about 10 minuets"I said

"Conor"my mum said I looked at her

"I'm so proud of you and Evie she very lucky to have you"she said I smiled

"I love you mum"I said she smiled while crying

"I love you too"she said and my dad smiled at me

"Your mum practically said everything"he said I laughed a little with him and I turned to Anna

"How many times are you putting your life at risk"Anna said I laughed a little with her

"Look I may have said when I was younger I can't wait for you to move out but I didn't want you dead!"Anna said and Amelia looked up at me

"I'm not gonna die"I said quitely and she carried on watching tv we laughed a little and I looked back at Anna

"Just be careful Alright?"she said I nodded

"I will...but for the mean time someone deserves some attention"I said spinning Amelia to face me

"I love you daddy"she said the cutest way possible

This is what broke me....

"I love you too princess"

Hay guys hope you enjoyed that chapter please vote and comment to show the love and yeah I'll see you very soon-Evie xx

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