Fun and Games((Rough Unedited))

Chapter 6

Song: I Wish & Save You Tonight - One Direction

 I might have overreacted when I saw Jessica, but I really couldn't help it. It wasn't her fault he liked her. Not even an hour later my doorbell rang, and I reluctantly opened the door.

"Katheryn," he grabbed my wrists before I could hit him. Pushing me inside my house again he sat me down.

"Leave!!" I screamed almost crying.  "You love me but you like her? Now you love both of us but you moved onto her that fast after watching it slowly progress I had no choice but to break up with you! Wondering why I'm so mad now!?" I glared giving him a little time to answer.

"Sure," he just looked at me.

"Because not even a day after I ended it it was about her. Hell, it was about her before I ended it. A million posts by her and you.... How you had great times. Me and you?? Yeah we talk a little now, but it hurts how even as we were dating it faded back to her.." I got up glaring more at him and I poked his chest backing him up.

"Why do you have to be my bestfriend! I can't ever hate you very long!! Talking to you makes my heart race, how overwhelming your scent is, how cute you are.. It all crushes my heart.. You left me for her.. And let me tell you.. Don't you dare say you want to be with me when you're going to leave me in a week," he tried to put his hand on my shoulder to calm me. Smacking his hand away I got louder.

"YOU HURT ME. YOU say you care, but you OBVIOUSLY don’t. If you did you'd keep your lovey-ness to a minimum. It's all a fresh wound on my heart you know," Tears poured down my face. I flipped my arms over so he could see the creamy white skin under my arms, covered in pink cuts.

"I..." he started to say, I cut him off I started to finish what I was saying.

"Shht. The hurt you caused me was too great.. I did this yes, but it was stupid. It wouldn't help anything but cause constant reminders of why I did it so I quit," I was talking quieter. "I'll love you no matter what. I'll always be there.." I said in a quiet whisper. "You'll always be my Hero, and my bestfriend.." I looked up at him with hurt in my eyes. "But I can't take it. You with her hurts.. And I'm tired of pretending with you. That's why I'm telling you now.. To me, we are Forever and Always.. Even if you don't see it like that," I cried more. "Now just leave.. Please,"I whimpered, holding the door open for him.

"Kath, I," he said.

"No. Drake please don't. I'm hurting enough.. Please just go," he walked past me looking back, his eyes saying he was sorry.  I watched him walk off into the night, tears slipping down my cheeks still. He's going back to her..

 I wish he could feel how I feel..

Closing the door, I walked towards my room.

Why did things have to be so difficult?

Drakes POV>>

 At first I thought I was coming back to Gilchrist for Jessica and my other friends. I knew Kath was upset with me and I was going to go to her house to see what's up but Jessica drug me to Taylor's stupid party.  Everyone was dancing obnoxiously and Jessica had left to get drinks, standing there a drunk girl with familiar dirty blonde hair ran into my chest, and I wrapped my arms around her so she didn't fall. I could faintly smell her scent through the alcohol, and she felt like someone I've held in my arms so many times before. Then she looked up at me with those unmistakable big brown eyes.  

 Katheryn.

 She ripped out of my arms and punched me, not like a little girl punch, it was a full on 'I fucking hate your guts' hit. And I deserved it one way or another, hell I probably deserve worse. Jessica walked up just as she punched me, and Kath looked at Jess and glared.