SOTUS BEHIND THE ACT

See Me As I Am

KRIST

I finished getting ready as I finally put my jacket on and I walked down the stairs.

Singto's hair was a mess but the fact that he was waiting for me at the door made my heart skip a beat.

As I walked closer towards him and arrived at the door; I tried to not be noticed by him but failed miserably.

"Hey where you think you're going young man?" he asked as he grabbed my left elbow and pulled me closer towards his chest. My body was being crashed by the front door and P'Sing himself.

"You promised that man we would be eating breakfast with his family today" I teased.

He let out a laugh.

"I wanted to thank you" said P'Sing. As we were talking I could feel his breath touch my cheeks.

"Thank me?" I couldn't understand the reason. "Why P'Sing?" I asked him.

"For coming here with me, and taking your time to stay with me, and eat with people you don't know" he confessed as he grabbed my neck. My skin was cold but his hand made my neck react to his warm touch.

All I could see was a nice man not noticing how in love I was with him. I wanted to do so much more for him, but the constant feeling of not being enough kept me from clinging myself into him.

The thing was I didn't know if it was a good thing that he didn't realized my love for him. Or a bad thing that he didn't know what I felt when I was here in front of me...

My dilemma kept on consuming me alive; and the honesty in his words was as noticeable as my reflection in his dark eyes. 

"P'Sing (I glared at his eyes for a moment) there's nothing to thank me about"

He smiled as I pulled him towards my shoulders for a hug. I passed my hand across his back as he took a breath in and then let a breath out.

He responded to my hug as he allowed me to hold him even tighter.

"I'm so happy I met you" I confessed.

He looked at me surprised by the sudden comment. He smiled as he then grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the door. "C'mon let's go and eat breakfast"

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When we arrived at the man's house. He was kindly waiting for us at the front yard. He walked towards us when we arrived just to guide us inside.

We slowly entered the house as I grabbed a hold of Singto's shirt from behind. As I followed after him, I had this feeling of shyness clash into my chest.

As we made our way inside the man's house Singto stood in front of me as he guided me to sit in the kitchen table. In the kitchen was the rest of the man's family as the kids played with their toys, and the others were cooking a varieties of dishes. It smelled incredible.

They all seemed to be a really close family.

And as I continued to watch them, every single one of them would stand up to greet Singto.

Seeing the others be like this towards Singto made me realize that other people cared about him too, and not only me. He just had the power to become part of someone's life without even realizing it until you suddenly miss him...

"Hey you OK?" he asked as he put his hand on my tight. We were now in the middle of breakfast while I sat still in a trance.

"Yes I'm fine" I answered as I moved my head saying yes.