SOTUS BEHIND THE ACT

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EXPLICIT CONTENT

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We were driving into the night as we headed towards the beach. The fact that it was a spontaneous decision was what made it so memorable and hard to believe. We were running away from our scheduled lives just to be able to be honest with each other; even if it was just for one night.

The wind hit my face as it made my hair to be forcibly pushed back by the same force of it. At the same time, it forced me to clung into Krist's shirt even tighter. I was able to feel his muscles by clenching my wrist around his clothes; and as I touched him that made him smile. It made me feel happy, it felt surreal how all of the sudden we were here going to the beach, and even harder to admit that we were on a date together.

It made me realize our situation and acknowledge that I didn't wanted anything else.
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It was 8:30p.m by the time we arrived at the coast.

He parked in an area were it was partially isolated. It was getting darker and the people who were still at the beach were starting to leave. He turned off the engine, and I got off as soon as he parked removing my helmet; and accommodating my hair back to where it belonged.

I walked first towards the beach with Krist following behind me. There was a feeling of knowing he was right there by my side.

I removed my shoes so they wouldn't get ruined by the sand and so did he. Doing so allowed me to feel the sand under my feet, and at the same time we were leaving marks of our footsteps  behind us.

It didn't took too long for the sunset to set. Before I realized, we were surrounded by stars.  It was breathtaking. It made me regret not having my camera here with me so I could take pictures of us and the night sky.

We both sat in the sand, watching the view of the ocean that was in front of us. It was beautiful, and my heart was making me go crazy and so was my mind. The waves were growing bigger and taller, and as they touched the coast; a small form of foam was almost at the reach of our hands.

"I'm glad we're here" I commented as I removed my face mask and put it besides me. Krist did the same so he would be able to talk comfortably.

"Me too. I'm really happy I'm here... with you" he added. As he said so, his words made me feel as if Krist was being more open with me now, compared to how he used to act before. I turned my head towards him and smiled as I pressed our hands together as they touched the sand.

We continued talking for a few hours, somehow getting to know even more about each other as it felt it was never enough.

I was able to be as open as I had never been with anyone, for he was there listening to me and so was I, listening to every word he would say. 

After talking, there was a time where we both stood quiet. It felt as if we were taking a breath from the nice breeze that was surrounding us.

I was able to feel that he felt the same way as I did. And as I realized that, it made me look at him with so much more appreciation than I had before towards him. He made me go crazy. . .

I had never been in love. But it sure felt as if I was now.

I never tried to escape from it, but he became the person who would make me want to try. And just as he did, he often made me think about what it would be like to have a relationship with someone.

Moments like this that we were sharing together; made me feel that the secrecy was all worth it. We were in such an intimate moment. That I internally wished we wouldn't have to be so careful, but I knew that there were many other things that stood behind us, pushing us to make this choice and hide it from the people around us.