SOTUS BEHIND THE ACT

Make Me Stop

KRIST'S POV

I stayed in bed and saw Singto leaving through the front door. I slowly sat on the bed leaning my elbows on my knees with my hands on my head. "Fuck" was the only word coming from my lips. Singto's lips close to mine was the only memory that kept repeating inside my head. I kicked the pillow in-front of me and got out of bed. I wanted to go after him, but my ego wouldn't allow me to permit Singto to play with me.

If I was sure of anything now, is that I definitely felt something for him, something I have never felt before and was too afraid to admit.

SINGTO'S POV

I stood up from the dirty floor and headed to check the other guys rooms. I entered Thitipoom's room and he was alone. "Hey are you alone?" I asked. "Hey What's sup! yeah I'm all alone" Thitipoom was laying in his bed.

"Where's your roommate? .... Sorry I just entered all suddenly the door was unlocked" I confessed while sitting on Thitipoom's bed.

"Yeah no problem man, are you checking on all of us or what?" asked Thit. "Yeah, I guess I am" I answered. Thit got close to me and put his hand on my shoulder. "Hey what's wrong?" he asked. "Nothing just a little bit tired" I smiled... "Want to help me rehearse?"

Thit was given a role on the new GMMTV Waterboyyy the series, and was still on the process of being casted. "Sure" he handed me the script and I was surprised of the type of kiss scene it was only the first episodes to begin with, and it already seemed intense.

"So I'll guess I'll be the one to push you" said Singto. "Yeah no problem just help me get into it" (Singto started acting and they got to the point where Thit was thrown the wall)

"After this what do you do" I asked "I respond to the kiss and I believe he pushes me into the bed" he answered.

"Wanna try?" I asked.

He suddenly pushed me and I was surprised by his inner strength. Him and I became close due to the series but seeing him act in this kind of role gave me a totally different perspective about him. He pushed me to the wall. "Easy boy" I laughed, "Sorry" he said as he quickly moved himself to sit at the corner of the bed. "Hey this is really interesting" I said referring to his script. "Yes, I like the role... it has something....you know, I would like to try something new" he smiled.

"So are you going back to your room? Who is your roommate?" Thit asked "Krist" I answered looking at the door. "Why do you say it in that way, someone will think you lovers had a quarrel" he laughed

" Stop" I said while laughing and throwing a pillow into his face. "Alright, alright I'm sorry" he said. "I'm leaving! Don't forget what Alice said about breakfast make sure to remind the others" I mentioned as I closed the door.

I put my hands on my pockets and if I was being honest I didn't want to go back, but it was getting late and I knew that if I didn't get any sleep it would be hard to follow the schedule.

I stand in front of our room door and slide the room key in. I go inside take off my shoes, and lay on the left side of the bed. I'll just pretend like nothing happened.

KRIST POV

I laid in bed an I wasn't able to sleep for a bit. Suddenly I hear someone opening the door with the room key, I turn to face the window and I can feel Singto laying down on the empty side of the bed. "At least his back" I thought. I turned around and noticed he was sleep. How can someone fall sleep so fast just by closing his eyes?

I couldn't fall sleep, I could only continue to stare at his eyes, his lips, just him.

I turn and lay on my back. "What's wrong with me" I said as I move my hands through my face.
A lot of time has passed since we first met but why am I feeling this way now .... since when?