Don't Want it to be Awkward

Part 1

"Nash we cant keep doing this" I said pushing him slightly off me. We were back stage in I think a janitors closet. I know. the most cliche hiding place ever. "Well I asked you if you wanted to tell the boys" he protested leaning back in to continue making out but I kept my hand on his chest and pushed him off. "Yeah and what will we tell them that we're dating? Cause we're not. That we're just having sex with each other? Yeah talk about making all of our friendships even more awkward." I replied. Nash sighed knowing it was true. "I just want you" He said staring down at me. "Well then why dont you ask me out" I suggested, he sighed and I knew what he was going to say like he always would as his excuse. "I just don't want-" "you just dont want it to be awkward around the guys.. yeah yeah whatever" I said pushing him off me and reaching for the door knob "Hey" he said grabbing my other free wrist, I had already twisted the door knob. "Stay in my room tonight" he said and I just rolled my eyes and walked out to get ready to go out on stage. I was vine famous too (just pretend magcon was still the same with all the boys in it and everything). I would always sleep with one of the guys every once in a while so when I asked one of the boys if I could sleep with them it wasn't a big deal. We did the show and I almost forgot how mad I was at Nash until I felt somones arms wrap around me. "Can you just leave me alone!" I yelled turning around to see a confused Matt. "oh sorry Matt. I thought you were someone else.." he nodded "Its ok. who you so pissed at?" he asked wrapping his arms around me again. This is why me and Nash dont tell anyone because I was best friends with all of the guys. "Doesn't matter.. I dont really want to talk about it.." he nodded and grabbed my hand. "Lets go the pizza just got here." We walked back in the hotels venue thing where we had preformed and i saw everyone sitting in some of the hotel chairs and some on the floor. I looked around and saw Nash starring at me and Matt. I pretended I didnt notice and looked back to Matt. Matt sat down on a hotel chair and patted his lap. I sat on his lap and the people who were sitting at on the chairs were also at a table and it just so happen that Nash was sitting across from us. I was laughing at everything that was going on and at the boys being well... them. Matt was making me laugh like he always did and I made eye contact with Nash a few times and he was just staring at me and Matt. I kind of liked jealous Nash. I didnt know why he was so jealous though, he made it clear to me that he just wanted sex. "Hey Matt can I spend the night with you tonight?" I asked him loud enough for Nash to hear "Of course babe" I smiled at Matt and looked over at Nash and I could see his jaw clenching. I actually liked Matt, and Nash not telling me how he feels about me wasn't going to hold me back on new people.