Don't Want it to be Awkward

Part 2

I went to mine and Mahogany's room to take a shower and put on my pajamas. Then I went to Matt's room, when he opened to door he only had on just a towel wrapped around him and his hair wet. He smiled at me welcoming me in "Go find a movie you want to watch I'll be out in a minute." He said walking back into the bathroom. I made my way to his bed and got under the covers and started looking for a movie. "Did you find anything?" he asked coming out fully dressed. I shook my head and he jumped on the bed right beside me grabbing the remote from me "21 Jump Street?" he asked. I laughed "How'd you know that was my favorite movie?" I asked joking around but it actually was my favorite movie. He just winked at me "No I'm playing but it's my favorite movie too" he said with a chuckle. he got under the covers too and pulled me in closer to him. I wrapped my arms around him and we just cuddled. I started to fall asleep when "YN?" "hmm?" I asked my eyes still closed when I didnt get any response I moved my head up from his chest and onto my pillow and looked at him and he was wide awake and he was just starring back at me. He slightly smiled at me and I smiled back "What?" I asked laughing quietly "I really want to kiss you right now" was all he said. I looked down breaking eye contact. I felt his warm hand touching my even warmer cheek. I looked back up at him and he leaned down, when we heard a beeping noise as if someone slid their key in the card slot and got accepted. Me and Matt slowly pulled away from our almost kiss. "Hey guys hope I'm not interrupting anything.." I heard a voice say who I was awfully too familiar with. Until he come into visible view was when I was sure. Me and Matt made our gap a little bigger. "No man not at all whats up?" Matt asked sitting up and turning on the bedside lamp. "I hope you don't mind if I crash here me and Cam had a fight and I just don't want to be around him right now." Nash said and I rolled my eyes. "Uhmmm. I mean I guess.." Mat said willingly "Do you mind YN?" Nash asked looking right at me and I finally sat up. "Well I just don't understand why you can't just sleep with one of the other boys." I suggested "Yeah good point." Matt agreed " Yo man I'm totally cool with you staying and I'm here for you 100% but me and YN were just trying to catch up and-" "Its cool man I understand" Nash said nodding I could see the sadness in his eyes. "Well you two have an amazing night" he said turning away and walking out. I could hear the sarcasm in his voice. When he walked out Matt pulled me back into him closing the gap between us. "So where were we?"he asked smirking. I smiled and ran my fingers threw his hair and pulled him in for a kiss. "Right. How can I forget." He said when we pulled away. I laughed a bit and laid my head on his Chest where it originally was. I woke up the next morning kind of in the same position. I looked up and saw Matt with his mouth wide open and a small quiet snore coming out of his mouth. I smiled to myself and got up an went to mine and Mohogany's room. "How'd you sleep?" She asked me as soon as I walked in. "Surprisingly pleasant for it being Matt" I said with a smile. "Hey I'm gonna try on my bikini and let me know how it looks" I said grabbing my stuff and going to the restroom to brush my teeth and change. We were all going to the beach today. "So how do I look?" I asked walking out. "You look so hot if I wasn't so boy obsessed id go lez for you" me and her instantly cracked up. "Ima go get changed too" she said grabbing her things and going into the bathroom too. I looked through my clothes trying to decide what to wear. Fuck it. I thought. I'm going to dress slutty. So Nash knows what he's missing. I put on some high waisted shorts and rolled them up so they were shorter and you were able to see my butt. And I decided not to even wear a shirt but a kimono just to cover myself up a bit. I had size C boobs and Nash loved my cleavage and so did all the other boys. And if they were all over me it was sure to get to Nash. Mohogany came out "wow you look...."she started but trailed off "like a slut I know.. But I mean we're going to the beach this is all coming off anyways plus I kinda want to show off to some boys.."I said and she smiled "I get you" she said I started picking up my clothes. "Ugh I hate you" she said I looked up confused "what why?"I asked with a laugh "you have such big tits!"was all she said then I heard a knock. I walked to the door "you girls ready?" Jack J asked. I stuck my head out the door and saw all the other boys in the hall "yeah let me just get my flip flops" I told mahogany they were there and we left the room with our things. When I walked out the door all I heard was most of the boys whistling "damn I wished you dressed like that more!" Taylor shouted. I laughed and ignored all their gawks. "Come on lox" I said and grabbed her hand and I walked past them on purpose cause i know they'd all be starring at my butt. As soon as we got to the beach I took off my clothes and laid my towel down. "I'm gonna go get a water anyone want anything?" I asked and no one responded as I started walking away I felt someone grab my wrist. I turned around expecting it to be Nash or Matt but mostly Nash "Shawn?" I asked turned around "can we talk?" He asked but he didn't sound like he normally did. He sounded worried. Something was wrong...