Don't Want it to be Awkward

Part 3

"What's wrong Shawn?" I asked as we sat down on a bench "You know Megan?" he asked me. Megan was his sort of girlfriend, well they were friendly with each other and it was a secret. Shawn went to school with her in Canada and I guess you can say she was his girlfriend. "Yeah why what happened?" I asked feeling like I already knew the answer. "She cheated on me." He said looking down. I didnt know what to say to him. "Oh Shawn" was all i said and pulled his head into my chest and just held him. He eventually wrapped his arms around my waist. He eventually pulled away and his face was red and his eyes were dried out. "I'm sorry to just spring this on you, but you're the only one who would actually listen all the other boys would just you know be them and give me crap about it." he explained I nodded knowing how they would be in this situation "So then you two were dating?" I asked still unaware. He shrugged "I mean we were something, thats for sure." "I'm so sorry Shawn.." I said and pulled him back in for a hug. I looked up and saw Nash standing across the beach staring at us. He probably thought I was hooking up with Shawn now. I rolled my eyes, he was pissing me off lately. He was just being so jealous. I mean I understood yesterday at first when I was sitting on Matt's lap but the whole entire scheme of him coming in the room and wanting to spend the night with us, that was just too far. "Alright Shawn, now I'm doing this for your own good ok?" I said standing up. "Now get your ass up and lets go have some fun at the beach with our best friends and forget about that hoe" I said pulling his arm to pull him up. He smiled that Shawn smile that I loved oh so much. When we got to the beach some of the boys were sun bathing and some were in the water. "where's your water? you didn't get it? was it cause you were to busy hooking up with Shawn?" Nash said sitting up. "Nash not right now" this time he rolled his eyes. Eventually we were all in the water. We were just riding the waves with our bodies going out as deep as we can. I went as far as I could with my feet touching the ground. I loved the ocean but I was scared of it too. "It's working" I heard someone say i turned and saw it was Nash. The water reached me all the way to up to my neck and a barely reached his chest. "What are you talking about?" I asked looking away from him now. I saw all the boys ahead of me way more deeper in it than I was. I felt him snake his arms around the mid of my stomach and I was lifted up towards his body. He was carrying me like a doll in the water. I was being held up against his body, but I didn't fight him. "Making me jealous.. its working." He lowered his head to my head and whispered in my ear "I want you" I could feel his smile on my ear. "Well you could have had me.." I quickly said before slipping out of his arms and diving under the wave. When I surface back up I saw Nash close to the shoreline, where the wave that he missed carried him. "YN COME OUT HERE!"I heard Shawn yell "I'm scared. And I can't reach the floor!" I yelled back he smiled at me and I saw him start making his way back to me. He wrapped his as around me. "Common. I'll hold you" he smiled down at me. I looked up at him and he looked back down at me reassuringly. So I swam my way out to where the rest of the boys were. Eventually Nash made his way back to us. "I think I'll be ok" I said removing Shawn's grip on me. I felt so childish with him carrying me. "You sure?" He asked placing his hand on the low part of my back. I nodded and began swimming in place to hold myself up. "Hey babe" Matt said coming up beside me. I smiled at him. "Can you reach the floor?" He asked after he saw me swimming. I laughed "no! I think I'm like a foot off the floor to be honest" he chuckled and we all dived under the wave that came. We eventually made our way in even deeper. "I can't guys I'm scared" I said swimming back when I realized. "Get on my back" Nash said grabbing my arm. I looked at him. I thought he was mad at me. I gave him a small smile and wrapped my arms around his neck and wrapped my legs around his stomach, which they should be around his waist but my body was obviously shorter, and his torso was longer. I placed my chin on his shoulder "can you still reach the floor?" I asked after seeing jack j and carter swimming. "Yep" he said laughing cause it was a stupid question I admit. The water was barely up to his nipples "you forgetting that I'm like 6'2"?" He asked turning his face to look at me which was awfully close since my head was on his shoulder. (I know he said he's six foot in his video but that was a while ago an he looks like he got taller) "right. Sorry." I said looking down at him. We stared into each other's eyes and I got lost in his bluer than blue eyes like I always did. "GUYS WATCH OU-" was all I heard before we got slammed by a wave. Me and Nash both resurfaced laughing. We all made our way back to the shore. "Will you sleep in mine tonight?" Nash asked I smiled and nodded. Maybe we could start something I thought to myself. I went home and showered again and changed into pajamas. When I knocked on Nash's Cam opened quickly. "I'm sleeping with carter" was all he said before he stepped out and walked down the hall. I stepped in and saw nash laying on his bed shirtless and began to laugh. "You kicked cam out didn't you?" All he did was smile at me. I laid down in bed under the covers and so did he. He turned the light off and we were just watching this stupid TV program, but it didn't matter cause neither of us was going to be paying attention to it in a while. "I never knew I was the jealous type.." he started I smirked at him "I don't even know why you got jealous.. I mean we're not together." I said on purpose hinting at him he sighed "And you know my reason why" I nodded I really didn't want to get into this with him tonight, why ruin it? "So come here and lets enjoy what we have right now" he said pulling me into him. He leaned down to kiss me and it felt like we haven't kissed in forever, even though I knew it was yesterday night, Matt was still the last person I had kissed.He lowered his hand so it was on my butt and we went in for another kiss then he started groping my butt "You looked so hot today baby" he said in between the kiss "This ass right here was driving me crazy" he said again grabbing my butt harder. He rolled over so he was on top of me and started kissing down my neck. I missed this to be completely honest, as much as I wish we were dating I could be fine with this. He moved his hand up my shirt and I could feel his boner growing on my leg and then I just smiled I pushed him off me and rolled over on top of him and started kissing down his neck and running my hands up his shirt. I started sucking on his neck where I knew he loved until I heard a slight moan was when I stopped. I lowered myself onto him and saw his bulge. I looked up at him and he looked back down at me with pleading eyes I began slowly pulling down his shorts when my phone started to ring. "Ignore it" Nash said in a deep raspy voice "It could be an emergency" I said crawling over to the bedside table. 'Shawn' I read. "Hello?" I answered and then I heard Nash do an aggravated sigh "YN I really need you right now can we talk?" I heard Shawn's voice and he was barely able to speak "Uhm yeah of course where are you?" I asked getting up quickly and putting on my shoes "the beach.. right in front of the hotel.." he said quietly "I'll be right there.." I said and hung up the phone. I looked over at Nash and he was starring at me "Sorry I need to go-" "Where? " "Shawn nee-" "Yeah of course.. goodnight YN" was all he said before he turned off the TV and faced his back towards me. I sighed "Sorry Nash.." was all I said before I walked out the door.