My High School Friends

Chapter 7

Destiny's POV

  It's been two weeks since the day we went to an Amusement Park. Ibig sabihin two weeks na din ang nakalipas simula nung hindi ako pinapansin ni Pax. Alam kong may deal kami na pag natapos na yung date namin, hindi niya na ako papansinin. Pero feeling ko talaga hindi niya ako pinapansin dahil galit siya sakin. Hays. Grabe nga siya umiwas sakin sa school eh. Yung tipo na parang hindi niya ako kilala.

I admit that it makes me sad. Dapat nga masaya na ako eh kasi wala ng nangungulit sakin. But thinking the fact that I made him mad and hurt, how can I be happy knowing that? Tas parang sinira ko pa lalo yung friendship nila ni Cams, baka dahil sakin mas ayaw na ni Pax makipagbati sa kanya. Pero nag-sorry naman ako kay Cams and she said that she totally understands me. I want to apologize to Pax pero nahihiya talaga ako. Hindi ko alam paano siya lalapitan lalo na iniiwasan niya ako.

But today I'm on my way to see Bruce. He told me na we need to talk daw. Kinakabahan nga ako eh but I shouldn't be, I know he just miss me. I miss him more and I really need him right now.

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Paxton's POV

I'm at a coffee shop right now. And guess who I'm going to meet?

Cams.

Yup, si Cams. It's hard to believe it but I've been thinking about what Dez told me. Oo nagalit ako sa kanya dahil biglaan eh and for me, she doesn't have the right to tell me stuff especially if it's about my past. But I was wrong, definitely wrong. I realized na she just wanted to help and make everything better pero imbes na magpasalamat na lang ako sa kanya, nagalit pa ako.

Narealize ko din na tama lahat ng sinabi niya. Na si Cams yung babaeng hinding hindi ako iniwan at iiwan but I still doubted her. But that's just because I was really scared and hurt. Inisip ko na baka ganun din siya katulad ng iba, na lolokohin at iiwan din ako. Pero mali ako.

Kaya ko din iniiwasan si Dez ay alam kong yun ang gusto niya. I know she doesn't like me and she's tired and sick of me. And also nahihiya din ako sa nagawa ko sa kanya. I want to apologize pero baka kasi galit din siya sakin.

And I'm not really the guy that is used to being sorry but all I want to do right now is just fix everything from Cams to Des. Kasi alam kong, ako ang mali.

"P-Pax? Andito ka rin pala. M-Magkasama ba kayo ni Lamar at Marc? Sabi kasi nila magkita daw kami dito eh, may importante daw silang sasabihin." andito na pala si Cams. I miss being with her so much. I miss everything about her. Nararamdaman ko na nahihiya siya sakin kasi hindi naman niya inexpect na andito ako eh. Pinlano namin nina Marc at Lamar toh.

"Uhm C-Cams, we actually planned this. Wala sila, pinakiusapan ko silang sabihin yun sayo for us to meet here. I-I want to talk Cams." kinakabahan talaga ako. What if she'll reject me kasi pagod na siya sakin? But Cams isn't like that, I know my best friend.

"Are you serious?" I can see in her eyes that she's really happy when she said that.

Dali dali naman siyang umupo.

"Cams, first of all, I'm so so so sorry for everything that I've done to you. I'm sorry for being such a jerk towards you. We've been best friends since we were young but I still doubted you. And I'm so sorry for that. Natakot lang talaga ako nung mga panahon na yun Cams, inisip ko na pag nangyari pa ulit yun, hindi ko na kakayanin lalo na pag ikaw. That's why I decided to distance myself from you at dinamay ko pa sina Lamar at Marc. I'm sorry we left you Cams and that's because of my selfishness. But I'm here to fix it and make it up to you. I hope you can still forgive me even though I caused you pain. I will never forgive myself for what I did to you but please I hope you'll forgive me." habang sinasabi ko toh I just looked straight into her eyes for her to feel that I'm sincere and hopefully make her feel better.