Wide Awake - The Story Untold | BTS ff

Only shadows left of us?

A/N
Sorry if I'm leaving you all confused, but this story keeps getting out of hand. And so many other things are happening with UNICEF and all , I can't think straight😊.
But here is the new chapter, thank you for reading!!

Yoongis pov.

When  the last sequences of the information on the chip had flashed by
on the screen and Taehyung had finished reading the letter, Yoongi found himself entangled totally around Holly. What more was, he was crying. Not a random tear, he cried his eyes out and held her like she was the only safe cliff in a stormy river.
He had realized a lot about himself through her, and now after the total revelation on that damn chip, there seemed to be no point. He knew now who he was but he didn't remember. It was a side effect of the deepfreezing but also the long hibernation.
Minute by minute, pausing to explain and translate, they had been taken hostage by the horrible and painful truth. No escape. No curtains to draw. No soft cushion to land on. No diplomatic loopholes. They had been sold and used. They were a successful group , making a last tour before drafting.  They had families, dreams and fears. Namjoon had been confronted with a girlfriend he couldn't even remember,  Jungkook too.
They had followed the story, paragraph by paragraph.

Yoongi knew his brothers well, he knew they were like him right now. In shock, paralyzed with nothing but tears to share. He could hear Seokjins quiet wimper" what's to become of us?". He knew he would cling to Joon.
Yoongi faced Holly. She was pale. Her medical skill had told her a lot more than the others had understood and she had her own and her mother's research on the subject.
The mere fact of hibernation was enough, but they had to face the effect of rejuvenation.
The ultimate effect of the elixir would be that it would even regenerate the cellular structure, to prevent aging.

Holly moved closer to Yoongi, seeing the fears being mirrored on his face.
" I need a whiskey" he said in a feeble attempt to lighten the tension.
" No sir, you need something much stronger" Holly said. 
" Oh? Like what exactly ?"  But he didn't get far, he found himself deeply involved in a kiss and for a second or two he stopped worrying. She was right, it was better than whiskey. There was silence in the room,  except for a random sob and the soft tapping sound from the keyboard.

" Holly, what if...what if I will just age 65 years in a year, what will that do to me......we...can't have children...can we?"
She looked at him . She had been avoiding the thought. Thinking he wasn't in that deep.
But now she realized that their relationship could end before it had really begun.
And what more was; she wanted more than anything that he would be the father of their children, as simple as that.  No, no, not simple at all...

They had been hiding for three days now, trying to figure out how to handle the information brought to them. After a quiet dinner, Holly suddenly gasped and left the table in a rush. The others stared at eachother. Namjoon looked at Hoseok who had a  curious glimpse in his eyes.
" Just like her mother, ever so persistent. "
" Father, do you have access to mother's research?" Holly was back, looking exited.
The lab assistant called Stephanie entered the room.
" I'll come with you, I know what you're after"  they both disappeared. Yoongi got nowhere to direct himself, but Sope was still valid, Hoseok sat down by him and slid his thin arm around his shoulders.

" Listen everybody, something is happening over at the main gate,  all the commotion stopped" it was one of the younger officers rushing in, he looked totally whacked from lack of sleep but his voice was crystal clear;
" Holler is dead"

Authors pov.  At the surface

Holler felt like a general out on the fields of glory. He was leading his own troopers, they obeyed every word he gave. This was the ultimate adrenaline rush he needed. He had been feeling very tired the last few months. Tired and weak, actually. He'd found it hard to focus, forgetting things that he really should remember.
People around him found him more and more confusing.