daddy's bad girl

06

clare's pov:

do you ever wake up some days with a little voice in your head that tells you that you're a piece of shit? i have that voice in my head most days but some days is more prominent, today is one of those days. i wake up this morning in luke's warm embrace and all i can think about is how i don't want him at my party tonight, i'm awful.

he woke up shortly after i did. "good morning babygirl," he said in a groggy voice. i rolled on top of him and kissed him starting at his jaw and made my way down.

"someone's excited this morning," he said grabbing my face. something like that.

"what are you doing tonight?" i asked.

"i thought you'd wanna go to dinner or something," he said playing with my hair. he's making it hard to focus.

"well the thing is that... c-carm and i are having a party tonight so..." i said quietly.

"a party?" he stares right into my eyes, i can barley move from his hold.

"a h-housewarming party, ya know to k-kick off college," i explained. i ran my hand up and down my arm slowly to calm me down. i don't know why i'm so nervous, maybe it's just my mood.

"do you want me to go with you?" he asked.

"you don't have to come for the beginning, but maybe come after midnight. if that's ok with you." he flipped us over so he was on top of me.

"yeah maybe," he kissed my lips gently. i should be so happy with luke, i am sometimes, but sometimes nothing makes me happy. he does help distract me from myself. "we should get out of bed babygirl.

"no, we never watched a movie," i whined. his face was hard.

"you want to watch a movie now?" he asked. anything to stay in bed with him.

"yeah let's watch secret life of walter mitty!" i said. he furrowed his eyebrows.

"clare is 8:39 we should get up now," he said sternly. he started to pull away from me but i used all my might to flip us over again.

"why, what are you doing today?" i asked longingly.

"well, nothing," he sighed running his hands through his hair.

"then let's watch a movie!" i ran to the tv and put the disk in.

"oh my god you're body is so beautiful," he said staring at my exposed body. i got back into bed and snuggled up to him. i'm glad he likes it because i hate it. "now will you be drinking at the party tonight?" i sighed and rolled my eyes. why does he ask questions like this. obviously i don't know yet it's always in the moment decisions. honestly, i want to drink tonight. i feel really bad today and i wanna numb the voices. i might as well just make him happy and lie.

"no," i scoffed. he quickly flipped us so he was on top of me with his hand wrapped around my throat.

"don't fucking roll your eyes at me. will you be drinking at the party?" he ask sternly. his body hovered over mine. his face was serious and angry.

"no, daddy," i gasped. he let go and rolled off of me. i turned so i wasn't facing him. he overreacts to the littlest things. i wanna take a break and not see him.

"babygirl," he growled. i didn't move. "clare." i can hear the anger in his voice so i probably shouldn't piss him off too much, i rolled back over and wrapped my arm around his waist. i snuggled my head into his bare chest. "i have to go into work tomorrow, so i think i'm going to skip your party. if you get drunk i will know, so you better not. maybe we can go out for lunch today, yeah."

i smiled in his bare chest. "ok daddy. let's watch this movie then go out for lunch."

luke and i stayed in bed all morning, he really liked the movie which made me happy because it's one of my favorites. i like being lazy, some days it's nice to just do nothing.

i liked doing nothing even more with him because it made it super fun. plus we can make out which makes it more fun.

"babygirl, i'm going to go home and get dressed and make reservations. how long until you'll be ready?" he raised an eyebrow.

"maybe an hour," i said falling back in bed. "or 2." luke picked me up off the bed and put me on the ground.

"meet me out back at... 12:45 an hour from now." i nodded and he placed a soft kiss on my forehead before leaving.

i went over to carmen's room to see if she was home yet. "carmen!!!"

"what?" she replied harshly. i pushed open her door and saw her laying on her bed.

"when did you get home?" i asked.

"right in time to hear all the squeaky noises coming from your room. how is luke by the way?" she said sassily. she's not a morning person. but i knew how to get her out of bed.

"wanna smoke?" i asked and she perked up. we stayed in her room because it's farthest from luke's.

we talked about the party mostly, we invited a bunch of people last night so it should be a good turn out. luke isn't coming which is perfect.

after about an half hour i started getting ready. i left my hair natural and curly and put on a simple outfit. i got out back right on time and luke was already waiting on me.

"hope you like greek," he said with a smirk. he held his car door open for me. on the drive over luke was cold and reserved. he placed his hand on my thigh but he didn't say a word.

the restaurant looked really fancy and was packed for the lunch time rush but we got seated right away.

"that's weird, the waiter didn't give me a menu," i stated.

"i already ordered for us since you get impatient at restaurants," luke said in a low voice. he remembered that? he could be an asshole but this is super sweet, as long as the food is good. i'm not too picky though so i'll probably like it.

the food was amazing, luke totally spoiled me. i guess he made a lot of money in the music industry when he was younger then invested it and now he's really rich. he owns a company and barely goes into work. that's the dream.

"clare, are you ready to go?" he asked as he payed the check. we left the restaurant quickly. luke took my hand in his and guided me to his car.

"daddy i wanna drive!" i said stopping in my tracks.

"listen baby, i really like my car so i'm gonna drive it, yeah?" he raised his eyebrows waiting for an answer and for me to start walking again.

"i'm not moving until you give me the key," i sassed.

"clare get in the car right now, you're gonna cause a scene," he said in a low voice. i just stared at him without saying a word. "clare. now. why are you being such a fucking brat," he said through gritted teeth.

"if you're done being an ass maybe you can tell me a real reason for why i can't drive it?" i asked. his face went from anger into a smirk.

"because you're just a little girl," he spat. he grabbed my arm and pulled me over to the passenger side. he opened the door and shoved me in it, i gasped at the sudden movements.

he got into the driver side and started the car. he grabbed my thigh tightly. "you better start acting good or you're gonna be in lots of trouble."

i tried to pry his hand of my leg but every time i picked at it he would tighten his grip. "daddy you're hurting me," i whined. his eyes were dark and his jaw was clenched. he didn't say anything.

we both remained silent until we got to my house. when he parked the car i ran straight for my door but he's a lot faster than me so he beat me to it.

"clare, you will go to the office in my house. there's an outfit in the drawer in the desk, i want you to put in on and wait for me," luke growled. i knew there was no point in resisting so i obeyed.

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