daddy's bad girl

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i wake up to luke running his hand through my hair. "good morning, baby," he says in a low voice.

i can already tell there's something off about today, part of me just feels empty. sometimes i feel like the only one in the world who feels this way and let me tell you it's no fun. i've spent so many days stuck in the way i feel and i don't want today to be one of those.

"good morning," i smile, but it's fake. he studies my face for a little bit then looks away sort of confused. he starts to shift around like he wants to get up but i cuddle into his arm and he stops.

memories of last night replayed in my mind, the things he said to me. did he mean them?

he kissed my neck gently which pulled me out of my thoughts. he suddenly started sucking and i let out a small moan.

he chuckled and his hands started roaming around my body, he placed one on my butt and squeezed it gently and the other arm was around my back.

we kissed passionately and he moved his hand to around my throat which caused me to let out a moan. he was being so dominating and it was really sexy.

i started to roam my hand down but he stopped me and got out of bed. "come on clare, we can't stay in bed all day," he said sternly. i pouted and snuggled myself in the covers.

"maybe you can't," i said sassily. suddenly he had me in his arms and he was carrying me to the kitchen. i giggled at him as he set me down on a chair and started making breakfast.

"i'm making your favorite, omelets," he said and flashed a smile.

"luke! those are your favorite," i giggled as he started pulling out the eggs cheese and veggies.

"yeah but it sounds sweeter when i say it's your favorite. hey, help me cut these," he chuckled handing me a tomato. i cut them into little bits and gave them back to him, he already had all the other ingredients prepared, and let me tell you it was a production.

he spent a lot of time perfecting the omelets until we could sit down and eat them. "these taste amazing," i tell him.

we talk about our plans for the day luke has to work which means i'll be hitting sales or just hanging out, i don't feel great today so i'm kind of happy luke won't be around me when i'm in a bad mood.

i told him i'd do the dishes while he got ready for work, thankfully there weren't many in the sink.

luke walked out in a black suit which made him look so good i couldn't help but stare. "don't miss me too much today," he chuckled.

i gave him a kiss not wanting to pull apart. "i'll try," i hum. we leave his house and he gets in his car and i walk back into my house.

carmen is sitting on the couch, smoking as always. i sit down next to her grabbing the lighter. "what's up, guy?" i ask.

"well i was looking for ez ups online for bonnaroo, we don't leave for another couple weeks but we should start ordering things now," she explains. i almost forgot about roo, we're pretty close to tennessee so we can just drive.

"my dad has everything sitting in our garage, we can have him send all his camping stuff," i tell her.

"there may be more than just us, i was talking about it to bailey and she really wants to go and so do a lot of people like ashton and you can invite luke if you want! i know it was just gonna be us but a big group could be fun!" she explained. honestly i was good with a big group but i don't think luke would want to come.

"yeah that sounds like fun!" we end up talking about all the stuff we'll need for camping. we'll be there 5 days in the blazing hot so we better prepare.

this will be my first time going but carm went last year with some friends. the doorbell pulled me out of my thoughts. me and carm looked at each other to figure out who was gonna get up to get it but eventually i got up.

"they're picking up a sac," she informed me. i looked out the peephole and saw two guys so i let them in.

"hey we're here for carmen," one of them grunted.

"yeah um right this way," i led them to the living room where carm had their sac.

"hey carm, am i gonna see you tonight?" one of the guys asked.

"uh i don't know, i'm pretty busy today," she lied. they exchanged money and drugs and then i walked them out.

"that was awkward, who was that?" i ask.

"ugh, i hooked up with him last night and i so regret it!" she exclaimed. carmen has always been like that, not a big relationship person. she jumps from guys while i've always stayed with one.

"so what are our plans for tonight?" i ask her.

"well b's friend is playing a show tonight and i was thinking about going to that or ya know bars," she tells me.

"i'm so down for a concert tonight, i could use some fun!" i say as i roll and joint.

"something happen with you and luke last night?" she asked. i lit the joint and took a few puffs then handed it to her.

"um we'll talk about it some other time," i told her as the smoke started to clear my head.