5SOS Imagines & Preferences

He Finds Out You Self Harm

Ashton:

"Okay, okay, okay." You say to yourself trying to stay calm. You had just cut yourself with your blades and you couldn't stop it bleeding and you were panicking as Ashton would be home any seconds and he didn't know. "Breathe, I dropped a glass. Yes." You quickly ran over to the cupboard and grabbed a glass before smashing it on the floor. You had tears pouring down your face because if Ashton found out he would be heart broken.

"Hey-" He started as he walked through the door. "Y/N! Y/N! Babe?! Are you okay? What happened?!" He yelled running over to you, wrapping his strong arms around you as you sat on the floor crying.

"I just- I just dropped a glass, I'm okay." You replied trying to control your breathing but you were still worried he would find out. He lifted up the cloth you had over the cuts to see how bad it was and he looked like he had just been shot.

"Y/N?" He knew, I didn't know what to say.

"It feel on my arm while I was um taking it out." You look at the floor knowing you are probably the worst liar ever!

"Please Y/N, just tell me." He spoke, barely a whisper.

"I'm sorry Ashton. I'm sorry, I-" You try to find the words but you cant.

"We're going to get through the okay. Me and you, we're gonna get beat this. I'll help you, if you want the boys can help you but they don't have to, but they can, they can. Or if you want no one has to know, it can just be me and you Y/N. But please Y/N, please, I need you to stay strong for me, this is killing me, how I never knew. This kills me. Just please, please, talk to me and we can get through this. I love you so much Y/N and you mean the world to me." He explain placing a kiss on your forehead.

"I love you." Was all you could say, you didn't expect anything like this to happen today but if you didn't have Ashton god knows what would of happened.

Calum: 

"Y/N, you're going to boil, go put a t shirt on." he laughs.

"I'm fine." You smile back.

"Nope, Y/N, lets go, you're changing and this isn't me being mean like, please just put a t shirt on, you can wear one of mine." He decided picking you up over his shoulder and carrying you inside. You don't saying anything, you need it would come when he would find out but you didn't think it would be this soon. He puts you down in your bedroom and hugs you. "I'm not doing this to be mean, I promise. I care about you." He says kissing your forehead. "Go and get changed babe." He smiles before walking out of the room.

"Okay." You say to yourself trying to concentrate on breathing, you didn't even know how to start to explain this to him. You sat on the end of your bed.

"Y/N? Are you ok? You're taking a while." He asks before knocking and coming in. "Hey, whats wrong?" He asks sitting next to you, putting his arm around you. You were wearing a cropped top but it was long sleeved wit a black tank underneath.

"Yeah. I'm fine." you reply bluntly.

"I'm going to help you." He says and you don't even bother trying to stop him because you'll know he'll win. He starts to pull the crop top over your head and you sigh waiting for him to see your scar covered arms.

"Y/N. I'm so sorry, I shouldn't of pushed you but I did and I'm really sorry but I can help you get through this, I promise. But the only way this will work is if you talk to me, you have to Y/N, please." He begs, now kneeling in front of you holding  your hand. You take in each and everyone of his words and nod. "Say something to me, please." He says tears in his eyes.

"Okay. I'm sorry, I really am. I love you Calum, I really do." You say, loud enough so he can only just here.

"Okay, um, we'll talk probably later, I just need to get this through my head but I promise we can sort it, I can help  you and I'll support you I promise Y/N. I love you so much." He says before kissing you gently and holding you tight.

Luke:

"Come on Y/N! Lets go hide!" He laughs grabbing your wrist to run down the corridor with you.

"FUCK!" You shout in pain and pull you wrist out of his hand quickly.

"Y/N? Are you okay?" He asks, his voice full of concern.

"I'm good." you say sounding not very convincing what so ever.

"I'm your best friend, I'm like your brother. You can trust me." He says moving closer to you and you give in and lift up your sleeve. "Hey, hey, hey. Don't cry, Y/N, please dont. We will get through this okay. I know I'm a guy and maybe sometimes I won't get some things but just try me, please Y/N. You mean the world to me and I don't want you to hurt yourself." He says wrapping his arms tight around you.

"Luke, literally. I couldn't ask for anyone better. You mean so much too me and I can't thank you enough." You say hugging him back both of you now in tears. "Hey, don't cry, you're in this so called punk rock band, lets go hide." You say before running off. You knew it was just going to get better now he knew.

Michael:

"IF THESE SHEETS WERE THE STATES" You and Michael sang doing air guitar the lot, it was a good workout for you. "AND YOU WERE MILES AWAY I'D FOLD THEM END OVER END." you continued and roll up your sleeves as you were boiling.

"Y/N I love you so much and you're beautiful and perfect and honestly, I couldn't ask for a better girlfriend. I can help you, you can talk to me. I love you so much Y/N you really don't  understand." He says showering your face in kisses presuming he saw the cuts.

"I'm sorry. I love you." You say wrapping your arms around him.