8-12-18
Multiple attempts have been tried and multiple attempts have been rejected.Still, the way how you feel about me is not clear.
You struct my heart like a tattoo
my feelings for you became permanent.
Even though pain is a requirement
I am willing to bleed for you
Just as how a tattoo does.
In order for someone to be yours.
you need first to undergo tremendous pain and bleeding
but what if it all goes into trash?
as we had gone through these tough times.
Giving up seems to be an option.
but I chose not to.
I said a couple of times that I would be giving up.
but surprisingly I didn't.
it seems giving up sounds better than holding on
because holding on gives you so much pain to endure
than in giving up that gives you a sense of relief in all those pain
maybe I just need to accept the fact that no matter how genuine my love is
I always will be overtooked by whom someone you wish to be with