Chapter 1| Don't bother

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I dragged myself from my bed that morning but I didn't see why Calum was away and Alice Macy and Katlyn were all to busy to talk to me. I felt drained. The only person I had was my boyfriend josh. I decided to give him a call as I was feeling like giving up again. But that's no surprise, it's a wonder why I'm still here. Just as I thought he wasn't going to pick up here answered, "what's up now I'm busy what do you want" he said without energy. " I just wanted to talk to you josh I'm lonely". "Well Lani I don't have time to babysit you right now I'm with the lads, call your mum or something". He hung up. I suppose I should stop bugging people with my problems. I collapsed on the bed in a mess of tears "No one cares about me, it's my fault" I panted. I stared at the bleach in the bathroom and thought "just a quick glass and I wouldn't bother anyone with my problems anymore.

Just then my phone rang," hello Lani it's Calum!" He chirped down the phone."hey Calum, what's up" I said " Lani you sound upset what's wrong?,do I need to come over?"

"No no no Calum I'm fine honestly" I lied "no you're not, I'm on my way"

" all the way from London Calum?! You can't be serious!" I questioned " deadly serious Lani I'm your best friend and I can't let anything happen to you" and with that he put the phone down.

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