Deceive | Jin FF

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Wednesday 8pm

I opened the door to my house and I felt so exhausted. It was a rough day after all. It was supposed to be just meeting with the rest of the crew but all those people around made me feel like drowning. And that sudden call. It made the whole day worse. He didn't even explain what and why.. I just had to do what he said. So I followed his lead. I did exactly what he told me. And now.. Now I'm just tired. I just sit on the couch and let my body relax for a minute.

I don't even know if I want to be caught in the middle of all this. This is too much drama for me. I just enjoy watching dramas on TV. Real life drama sucks. You feel double the pain. You cry twice as much. And the damage is pretty much the same as in dramas, only real. And you're the one who has to deal with it in daily basis.

Been there, done that. And now I pay the price for my past mistakes. Few wrong choices led to more than just few nights lost in the middle of the city, high on drugs. Took me a while to get back to normal and find myself. But I did, on my own. And I'm proud of me. But the past caught up with me. I'm recalling his voice, how shocked and angry he was at the thought of Jin being the leading actor in this movie. I don't know what he was planning. But it wasn't good. At all.

My eyes were becoming heavy and I started to drift off but I jumped up when my phone's screen lit up and the message sound echoed in the silence of the small house.

*Thanks for the help, baby-girl. I've found other ways for you to repay your debt you owe me ;) *

I was so tired, i just dozed off without realizing the meaning of this message.

Thursday 12pm

At work I was minding my own business as always. I was alone in the dressing room when suddenly someone knocked the door. "Come in." My heart skipped a beat when I saw the person walking in. "Hey" he said and my mind emptied from all the problems this life had brought to me. My heart melted by his beauty. I didn't speak. I just stood there and watched the man. "Are you alone in here?"

Silence...

He chuckled and closed the door behind him. "You don't mind me staying here for a while, right?" I shook my head. What happened to me? Pull yourself together woman!

"Are you excited about the movie?" he said while sitting next to me. I mentally slapped myself right in the face and finally spoke. "Yeah.." Way to go girl..

He sighed. I cursed myself for being such an idiot. "I mean, its just a movie for me.. I've done this before. The question is, are you excited, Mr. Kim?" Mr. Kim? Really??

He turned to look at me.. Our eyes met and the whole world stopped. Time froze and my head was spinning. I had this feeling that I'm free to do anything I desire. Everything was possible. For a mere second, the world wasn't bad. It felt pure. And I blinked back to reality, turning my head to face the white wall ahead of me. "I am. But I'm also happy. And nervous. And a bit sad." he confessed. "Sad?" I turned to look at him again, confused. "Yeah. Cause something bad happened in order for something good to begin." and that's when I remembered what had happened. Few mornings ago, I heard the news about the band.

Flashback

"After that big fight, the Korean boy group BTS had, BigHit entertainment announced the end of the band earlier this morning! Everyone is in shock, as no one truly knows what caused the fight and why the boys weren't able to make peace with each-"

I closed the TV shocked

End of flashback

" I'm sorry, I'm stupid." I said gritting my teeth. "It's okay. No one expected something like that. It was as shocking to us as it was to the rest of the world." he said. "Do you talk with the guys?" I asked him, but I didn't expect him to answer me. We were practically strangers. "No. At one point everyone started blaming each other. It was bad." he said and I notice his voice cracking. "I'm really sorry Mr Kim." he cleared his throat "Oh please, call me Jin." my cheeks turned red and I went back to silence. "So, why were you sitting all alone here?" it took me a while to contain my self from all the blushing. "I had nothing to do for a while, and I'm not the social type as well, so, yeah.. I prefer spending some quiet time here at times."

My phone buzzed on my pocket and I excused myself to see the message.

*I  suggest you start getting to know Jin, baby-girl. But don't get to close and comfortable. It's not gonna be good for my future plans. That's a fair warning, don't you think?*

What the hell? Is he for real? Ugh..

I quickly stood up from my seat. "I'm sorry, I have to go!" I speed-walked to the door but his voice stopped me. "Hey, why are you leaving? I thought we were bonding here." he smiled. "They're looking for me." I lied. "Oh, okay then. But.. How can I call you next time I see you?"

I shouldn't. I have to stay away. my mind said. "Y/N" I managed to say before a woman pushed me and walked into the room and froze when she saw Jin in her dressing room. "Well, Y/N, it felt really good talking to you today." he said to me and her face was filled with confusion but I just smiled at him while walking away.