Deceive | Jin FF

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Tuesday 4am

Y/N's POV

"You did what? With who?"
Mark was standing at the other side of the kitchen table, holding his cup of coffee, listening to what I've been doing during my high school years and a little further than that. After I woke him up, we decided to just sit and talk. I told him about my past with Jimin. He had a hard time getting over the fact that I personally knew Jimin but the worst part was the drugs.
"I'm sorry Mark. I'm really ashamed of myself and my past. Dad had lost his job and you were barely able to pay for your ticket back home, so I met those people back then and they offered to pay me lots of money if I delivered a package to a specific person. I knew what was behind all of that but I really needed that money. For me and for you guys. So I did. I took the package to the designated location and waited for that person to come and pick it up. I saw a car approaching and then he pulled over and walked out of the car. He wasn't even covering his face you know? It was dark and at first I thought that he was a look alike. He came closer and smiled."

Flashback
3 years ago

"Mingi didn't mention about a pretty girl delivering tonight. I guess I should remind him what's the deal once again." the man said and grabbed his phone. "Oh no please. Don't hurt him or anything. It's a one time thing. I just badly need the money. That's all." I said defending the strange guy with the green hair. He put his phone back to his pocket and signal me to walk closer to him. My thoughts were running wild. He's probably a mobster, and he's going to kill me if I take a good look of his face. But if I don't do as he says, he still going to kill me. So I walked towards him, but the closer I was, the more my eyes were closing shut. "Why aren't you looking at me? Don't you find me attractive?" he said. My heart was racing. "I've seen a lot of movies. If I see your face you'll kill me so I won't take you to the cops. So I'm not opening them. I haven't seen you, so please let me leave." I could feel tears forming. "Oh look at you. Open your eyes baby-girl. I'm not a killer." he walked to me and caressed my cheek. "Open them. You'll be surprised."

End of flashback

And God knows how much I regret opening them. "That's how I first met him. From then, I was kinda his pet. I did everything he wanted and he was paying me. After a month though, he started coming to my home and we were having fun at first. You know he was high and horny. We had sex and sometimes he would spent the night over. He was addicted and he had told me that the boys knew about it and they wished he would get help. I started talking to him but he wouldn't listen. That's when he secretly started
drugging me and I slowly became addicted but when you called and told me about dad, I realised how fucked up things were. So I cut ties with him, moved out and made sure he couldn't find me. Until few weeks ago. I received a message from an unknown number to meet. I ignored it but he texted again, saying that he'll make sure dad never recovers. I figured that this had to be him. So I did go there. And he made me mess up an entire house. Then he came to my house and lived for a couple of days, he boiled my hand and forced me to call Seokjin and threaten him." without realising it, I was crying. Mark was just standing there, no longer in need of caffeine to keep him awake. "And fuck me, Mark. I think I'm so in love with the guy. But I can't be with him. I'll only hurt him more. They were friends." he took a deep breath. "Wow, I had no idea. This is so fucked up. I mean, you can tell him the truth but it will permanently destroy any chance of them being okay with each other ever again. I heard what happened to the band. And some rumors make sense now that I know what I know. I know it's hard and I'm really sorry, sis, but you have to put your feelings aside on this one and see the bigger picture. I'm sure you want to protect him, and I'm with you no matter what, but don't get to close cause dad's life on the line here, and maybe Jin's too."