The mixture of two

HE DID WHAT?

WARNING ITS A LITTLE TRIGGERING IT HAS BLOOD WARNING I'M WARNING YOU NOW OOOOOOOOOOH THERE IS A LITTLE SEX SCENE 

I wake up from a nightmare.... I thought to myself if i really did live a nightmare then i must have some cuts and bruises scares and bandages on me, and with my curiosity going in circles I pulled my shirt up and  and saw what i had imagined scares bruises bumps blood coming out of the bandages and just running down I had the temptation to get up, but there's no way in hell I'm getting up with this pain i felt in my side and chest...... i noticed a figure near me and it's a dark one.... wait i think there's someone with me???? I took a look at my side and see cait an oh did she look like a queen. Her majestic stature, her amazing characteristics, her hourglass shape, and oh her smooth talk that she always lays on me i laid there just smiling at how amazing my mate is i never want her to leave. i try to go over and give her a kiss but a jolt of pain rushes through my body and just makes me almost spit up blood on her but i moved in the nic of time .

" babe are you okay?" i heard alexa said with a sleepy tone

" yes i'm fine i'm just in a little pa...." i spit up more blood but with force

" no your not i need you to lay back down the doctor told me to let u lay down here u need to heal and what not " she smiled and lightly ran her thumb over my forehead i mouthed her a thank you before going back to sleep. I was in my head, a safe haven and for a moment in time i thought i was actually okay to get up and walk but that wasn't the case i just laid there and looked up into the clouds and flowers twirling above me its relaxing and soothing. i love that i can be alone in my head and people can be away for a while doing what they need to do I think back and wonder on my mate a family we can start, the love we can build up, ughhhh the endless per portions. I can finally get up and walk around I could actually feel the damp grass under me, feel the wind in my hair, and the touch of fragile flowers it's wonderful. Nothing could stop this feelings its just so peaceful, the nice breeze the fresh air everything was just perfect, Then i saw this figure it looked like a person with bright lights around it........um.. okayyy well i wounder who that can be. 

I walked in the direction of the glowing thing and it got dimmer and dimmer... and dimmer, then i could see the thing and it was a person so i ran to the person and noticed the person getting bigger and bigger well taller as u can say 

" im sorry " was all i heard from the person and it was deep and melodic but  the voice............. it just sounds familiar like trayvons. I smiled at his voice and go around him and he is crying, crying like he is sorry for what he done as the water drips from his face i just idk ....... and i really didnt know what he had done.

" sorry for what?" i question 

" im sorry" he says over and over and over and then i woke up an wow that was weird. I got up when she left and walked around trying to get back some strength in me. What does this dream even mean.......

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Alexa's p.o.v 

well my little baby is spitting up all over the place and she is stubborn i mean really stubborn but in a cute way. i think i will make her something to eat before she wakes up, i go downstairs and do a head check before hand just to let her parents know im in the kitchen 

'Mr. and Mrs. im gonna be in the kitchen making Jordan something is that fine?' i said to them while waking into the kitchen 

'yep it is fine we are at the super market, and you don't have to call us Mr. and Mrs. just mom and dad sweetheart' i smile at her reply im really happy that she says for me to call her mom i wound what else will happen. so i took out some turkey bacon, beef sausage, and a egg and got to cooking, she means everything to me i think i will make her cookies tonight and watch a nice movie with her. After the meal i bring the food upstairs and lay it on the desk, then i waited for her to wake up from her little nap. 

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Jordan's p.o.v 

I saw alexa bringing towards me plates of food and she sat at my bed foot telling me what she cooked and how long this and that should stay on  the fire. We talked about just me and her and what we planed on doing in the future. i might sound cheesy and just really really cliche but she is my one and only i forgot what she was talking about and admired her body, face, everything. We finished up eating but my hunger for love got really strong i over near where she was sitting and snaked my hands around her waist, kissed the back of her neck and slowly put my hands over her stomach. i was just inches away from me putting my hands in her pants but i keep it slow. She turned around and looked at me i took my shirt off and got her under the covers, this time i got on top i trailed kisses down from her neck to her chest to her stomach, i bite onto the helm of her shorts and she took them off 'she knows what i want' i went back for a kiss and gave her a couple of hickeys on her neck 'i hope she won't be mad at me'  now im at chest. I suck on her boobs, play with them as one nipple was in my mouth im playing with the other one and give her a hickey on them too just to make my mark. I get back up to kiss her and slide my hand into her shorts she took my hand before i could get closer to her p*ssy 

" im a little nervous about this time, i think we should take it slow, your hurt and i don't wanna strain you boo" and then the mood was gone, but i won't push it 

" sure it's okay, we can take it slow ma" i said then just giving her a simple kiss on the cheek 

well after all that we just stayed upstairs watching tv we just talked about anything and everything which was actually cool, i was still a little frustrated but i could handle it on my own but for now we can just chill. she cuddled up near me and i did the same she touched my stomach in which i winched in pain softly. She kissed me then my stomach 

* Next day*

Alexandra's p.o.v 

Jordan has just been a wreck coming from a fight, almost died, almost lost everything man she is a fighter. im glad that she is my mate, even in her darkest pain she keeps her eye on everyone else i give her a lot of respect for that. Everyone in a pack has just kept their eye on me from the whole ordeal but they haven't kept there eye on Jordan she is the one in pain. I cant even tell her what rally happened when i got kidnapped they have me on a link and if i talk she will die..... i can't risk it. It's sad how i can't even talk to my own baby about this but you know i guess im doing a good thing by not telling her about what actually happened in that house... ugh he took me for a dog a slob he made people take turns just making a big humiliation of me but the alpha of the whole thing did the worst and now im scared to even let her know what is going on... inside and out.