We've Changed (Raura)

2 months without Laura.

▶◀ Ross's Pov ▶◀

Ok it been 2 months without Laura. I've managed to keep calm while my insides go crazy. Lately I've been hanging out with Jake, Carlos, and Stanley.  Yup Stanley!  Jose got grounded after stealing his mother's car. She finally figured out. Hint hint Jake told her. I've been trying to see Laura in Willma. I see Willma has a lot of her dad. Stanley was tall. Had caramel skin. Black hair. I guess since Willma was only 7 years old you couldn't see her parents qualities.  There's just something bugging me. I visit Laura each day. I hold her hand. I tell her a few things. I never tell her anything about Stanley or Willma. It just doesn't feel right. And when I leave for the last vist I say the same thing in her ear. "You'll always be safe in my arms. I'll be back to protect cuz I know that in my heart, I'll always love you." I smile every time.

So right now I woke up early for the early visits. And I went to the hospital. As I see the doctor approach me.

Dr. Grey:" Good morning, Ross. Laura is still the same. Nothing has gotten worse, but nothing has gotten better. We are still trying to read if she can hear you. Ok?"

Ross smiles:" Ok." They been try to get results as of she could hear me. I hope she can. Then that would mean, I have to stop saying I love you. Ugh! So I go to Laura's room and as soon as I enter I grab on to Laura's hand. I rub the top of it with my thumb. I take a deep breath as I prepared things want to say. Here it goes. I get up and sit right next Laura. I hug her with my other arm which was my left. I had my right hand intertwine with hers.

Ross:" Ok Laura. I know I haven't gotten to know you personally, but there's so much I've learn from everyone else about you. And I love it! Your just so amazing. Even though your not awake I still want to look my best for you. I still get nervous as to what I should say. And I still think to myself that your the one. I'm so sorry to what I've done to you. And I come here every day to say I'm sorry. And I really am. If you wake up one day, I want to be there.  To see your big brown eyes glance at me and smile. I'll smile back and I'll have my hand in yours. We will share our sweet, good, lovable moments of awakening. I'll even celebrate! I'll hug you tight and kiss you forehead. And make you a pie! I'll cook for you when feel ill. And I'll help you when you've fallen which won't happen since I'll always catch you. If you feel lonely I'll be there 24/7 by text, call, and definetly up person! No matter what day, how far, and what time. I'll be there.  Even if I'm so tired I can't move. When I get that text I'll shoot up right to you. Man I miss you so much. Its hard maintaining myself from going crazy. My heart races as I tell you. Even if you can't see or hear me. I get these birds and butterflies in my stomach when I see you. Asleep or awake same feeling. Laur I really love you. I can't explain it since its UNEXPLAINABLE!  I know feel it since it strong. And it's on going. I have to know that one day I'll make you smile and laugh. And look me in the eyes and say you love me. Doesn't matter if it means as friends.  I need to know that i fit somewhere in your heart." I stop I start to cry. I couldn't hold my all my tears for when I started to say 'If you wake up'. The nurse pats my back. She knows that every day I come here and then cry. She been here to help me through somethings. Then she stops and leaves the room cuz she knows I need a minute. The minute passes and she comes back.

Ross starts to finish his speach:" Laur it kills me to know I caused this. (He starts to shake while letting tears fall) Its scares me if I see you like this if you die. And if that happened I'll really die. Your the one to keep me standing. I'm absolutely positively positive that you'll be ok. (Niagara Falls is running down his cheekes) I have all my hope and love  thats why I know you'll make it out. I do whatever it takes. Just please stay with me. I love you, Laur. I always have and always will. Well listen, visiting time is over. I'll see you later in the afternoon. You'll always be safe in my arms. I'll be back to protect cuz I know that in my heart, I'll always love you. Bye Laura." I get up kiss her forhead. As I slowly release my hand from hers. I smile. And put my sunglasses on. So no one will see my puffy eyes. I get home. I still haven't told anyone what been going on. Now I'm ready. I sit down where everyone else is. I take a deep breath. Alright. I tell them everything. And where I've been going. They said nothing and just hugged me. I feel a bit better.

¿ Laura's Pov ¿ (what's going on in her head)

I'm still in the darkness. But in like how Ross comes and goes. But I don't know where he goes in this darkness. I soon just follow him.  I'm dragged to a door. I open it. I see that I'm in a hospital. I look around. Why is Ross here. Oh my gosh is he hurt. I walk into a room. My jaw dropped. I'm dead?!

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