Fix You (Loki fan fiction)

Stay

When I got tho my room I stripped off my normal clothes and put on a pair of pink and black running shorts and a white tank top. I jumped into bed and jamed out to One Republic's Secrets . I was so exhausted and soon enough I was asleep.

Loki's POV:

She was angry, and I knew this by the way she yelled at me. I had crossed a fine line, but part of me didn't care. The clock read half past two in the morning and I was still awake. Maybe the fact that I was in a new place? Maybe. What if Blake decided to get back with this mortal boy? I sighted and sat up in bed. why was I worried about such a thing? I got up and walked out of my room and down the hallway to her room. I stood outside her door and I could hear her slow, deep breathing signaling she was asleep. I opened the door slowly and peered in. There was a small desk lamp casting a soft glow upon the room and Blake was on her bed hugging the covers close to her. Colsing the door, I slowly and quietly walked in and stood at the foot of her bed. She looked so peaceful as she slept. Her dark brown hair spread out in the pillow and there was a slight blush on her cheeks. She moaned and I smiled wondering what could she possibly be dreaming of. What if she was dreaming of that mortal? My chest tightened and I cursed myself for this. I turned around abut to leave when suddenly she spoke my name. Shit! She caught me. Slowly I turned to face her only to find out she was still sleeping.  "Loki... mmm..." she said again stirring in her sleep. She was dreaming of me? A little smile was sketched on her lips. I moved closer to her and crouch down by her side. "Loki.... no.... don't go..." she said in a sudden sad tone. "I'm not going anywhere." I said. "Please... stay." she sobbed. She gasped and sat up in bed hugging her covers to her chest.

Blake's POV:

I dreamed that Loki kissed me. A real kiss, not a pretend kiss, but a real one. The kiss was gentle and soft and he held me tightly. Then there was a bright light coming from the sky. "Its time." He said breaking the kiss and I looked at him confused. "I have to go." he said. "Loki... no... don't go..." I said as I felt my heart shattered in a million tiny pieces. "I have to go now, we knew this day would come." he said. "Please.... stay." I sobbed as tears began to form in my eyes. Loki stepped away from me. "Blake, Im sorry..... Heimdall, whenever you are ready." He said looking up at the bright light.  The light went brighter as if possible and in a flash Loki was gone. That's when the dream ended and I sat up in bed. Two long and strong arms wrapped around my quaking self and a warm feeling spread throughout my body making me feel calm. "Im not going anywhere." said Loki pulling me into his lap.I wrapped my arms around him and rested my head on his shoulder. He held me tightly until I stopped shaking then I looked up at him. "What are you doing here Loki?" I asked him. "I couldn't sleep." he said. "I guess I should go back to my room now." he said as he began to set me down on my bed. I held tighter on to him refusing to let go. I didn't want him to go. "Please stay with me?" I asked him. "Ummm.... as you wish." he said. I smiled and made room for him to lay down. He layed down next to me and he threw the covers over me making sure I was tucked in. I smiled and scooted closer to him. "I thought you were angry at me." he said.  "I am." I said. "Then why... this?" he asked. "Because no matter how angry I am at you I like your company and I can't stay too angry at you for to long." I said. "You know? the same thing happens to me with you." he said. "You are annoying at times, and there are little things you do that remind me of my brother ... but no matter what I can't stay angry at you." he said. "How do I remind you of Thor? I'm not blonde and overly muscular." I said. "You both like this awful things called pop tarts and you both are too happy sometimes, too energetic at times." He said. "And being happy is a bad thing?" I asked him. "No, its not, but there are times when I like quiet and peace." he said. "Yeah, so do I." I said. There was a pause and then just as I was about to drift off into sleep again I felt Loki's green eyes on me. I opened my eyes and I couldn't have been anymore right. "Why are you looking at me like that?" I asked him.  "What was your dream about?" he asked me. Crap. "I-I can't really remember." I said looking away from him. "Don't lie to me, I know you remember." he said. Of course he knew I was lying to him. "I dreamed that you were leaving." I said. "Tell me what exactly you dreamed of? from the beginning darling.?" he said. "Why do you care?" I asked him getting irritated. "Well wouldn't you be curious if you heard me calling out your name in my sleep?" Well... he had a point. "I dreamed that you kissed me..." I said blushing. "Go on." said Loki smiling. "and then a bright light appeared from the sky... and then you were gone." I said. Loki sat up and leaned over me. "Loki... What are you...." I didn't finish my sentence as his lips crashed down on mine. I froze and I felt my heart leap out of my chest. "Kiss me." he whispered in my ear. I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him down as I kissed him back. Loki pressed his body against mine and I liked the way it felt. Loki ran his hands down my legs and made it so they were wrapped around his torso. I blushed deep as I felt his hardness against my stomach. I moaned and arched my back up to meet him. This felt so good, but so wrong in so many levels. "I'm so confused..." I said looking up at him. "So am I." he said. "I shouldn't be feeling this... when did I become so.... weak.... so sentimental." he said. " And it's all your fault!" he spat looking down at me. "Excuse me? how is it my fault?! I didn't choose for any of this to happen! you came in literary crashing into my life and now you blame me for something I don't have any power over?" I said pushing him off me. "Do you think I wanted this feelings? to fall in love with a ruthless, crazy, psychotic, heartless, dumbfuck who claims to be a god!?" I spat. "I AM A GOD!" he yelled. "Well not in my book, you are not!" I yelled. "I could kill you right now!" he said. "Do it! please do it!" I said stepping closer to him. "C'mon! do it! Kill me if you want to!" I said. Loki sighted and turned to walk away. "Where are you going!?" I said. "Away from you, I can't deal with this anymore." he said "Deal with what Loki?" I asked him. "With the fact that every day I'm falling more and more in love with you, and the fact that you are a mortal." he said. I was frozen. I couldn't breathe. "So just because I'm mortal...." I said. "The day will come when I have to leave Midgard, and you will be left behind. Mortals can't enter Asgard." he said. "I see..." I said. "I'm sorry." he said and left my room. I went back to bed and layed there listening to We are broken by Paramore until I fell asleep with a heavy heart. I was in love with Loki, but I was a mortal. Why did love have to be so difficult? So .... wierd?