Fix You (Loki fan fiction)

16+ I kissed a girl.... and I liked it (M for mature)

Next morning I woke up feeling better. Warm sunlight poured down at me through the window, and it felt nice. I slowly opened my eyes, adjusting to the brightness. Suddenly there was a scratching sound at my door followed by loud howling. I smiled and sat up in bed "Padfoot?" I said and ran to open the door. A big wolf like dog jumped at me and I fell backwards. "padfoot!" I yelled and hugged the large dog. "Padfoot was a mix between a Siberian husky and a wolf but he was really friendly. Dad and I had rescued him from the animal shelter when he was jut a puppy. Nobody wanted him because they thought he might turn out dangerous. I had baptized him as Padfoot, like one of my favorite Harry Potter characters.  He was a big dog with gray and white hair, one of his eyes was green while the other was a light blue. He licked my face and I giggled scratching behind his ear. I got up from the floor, grabbed my robe and ran downstairs like a child does on Christmas morning. I walked into the dining room and saw mom sitting at the table drinking coffee and reading the news paper. "Mom..." I said. She looked up at me and dropped her cup. "Mom!" I yelled looking at the spilled coffee and broken cup. "Blake!" she said standing up. In a flash she had me wrapped in her arms and she was sobbing uncontrollably. "Mom! it's okay, don't cry mom!" I said as I began to cry two. "Mommy, don't cry, I'm sorry." I said as I hugged her tightly. "Blake, I thought we lost you!" she cried. "No mama! every day I thought of coming back home, but I was scared." I said. "Scared of what?" she asked looking at me. "Of you and dad being too angry at me to forgive me." I said. "My God! are we really that bad?" she laughed/cried.  "No matter how angry we are at you, we are your parents and we love you, we want what's best for you baby girl." she said.  "After you left to New York, your dad and I realized that we were holding you back from living your own life, you were growing up right before our eyes, but we wanted to hold on to our little girl." she said. "Im twenty years old mom, I'm not a child anymore." I said. "I know, darling." she said. "Just don't forget about us." she said smiling. "I love you mom." I said and hugged her. Just then, Loki walked into the kitchen and froze. "And who might this be?" she asked turning all her attention to Loki. "Tom, this is my mom, Elinor, mom, this is Tom... he's a friend of mine." I said. "Nice to meet you ma'am" said Loki stretching out his hand to my mom. Mom's eyes were fixed upon Loki, taking in every little detail. I knew right away what she was thinking. "Hi!" she finaly said smiling one of her brightness smiles. "Its a pleasure to meet you, young man." she said shaking Loki's hand. "The pleasure is indeed mine, you have a lovely home." said Loki. "Why, thank you, here, you and Blake take a seat while I gather up some breakfast." she said. She went and cleaned up the spill and then went into the kitchen. "You look alot like her." said Loki. "Thanks." I said not looking at him. "Listen, Blake... about last night... I'm sorry." he said. "It's okay..." I said and tried to smile but truth was I was holding back tears. "Really? I know its not... Blake, I don't want to hurt you." he said. "You don't want to hurt me? Or end up hurt yourself? Loki, I know this is impossible but, be honest! you are just as scared of this feelings as I am." I said. "This is madness." he said. "Love is stupid...." he said. I sighted and sat quietly. "Soon I'll go back to Asgard, you'll forget about me." he said. "It won't be too hard." I said and got up to leave. I walked into the kitchen and jumped up and sat on the counter watching my mom cook. "So where's dad? I asked. "Still in bed, he better get up soon, we have a party tonight and a very important person is joining us." she said. "Oh, is it me?" I asked giggling. "Well apart from you, Tony Stark." she said smiling. "What!" I yelled jumping off the counter. "I know right! iron man!" said my mom squealing like a teen girl. "Um.... excuse me mom, Tom and I have to go plan our outfits for tonight!" I said and ran out the kitchen. I grabbed Loki by the collar of his shirt and pulled him to follow me. "You, little lady, are really rude!" he said. "Have you looked in the mirror lately?" I said sarcastically. "Anyways! we have a major problem." I said as we entered my room. "Tony Stark is gonna be here tonight." I said. "The man of iron?" he said. "Yessss" I hissed. "Why?" he asked. "Well I don't know, I think my dad and him are working on a project together." I said. "Loki.... if he sees you...." I said. "They will take you away." I said. Loki looked down at me and sighted. "He will see me, but he won't know it's me." said Loki smiling. "How?" I asked confused.  "Have you forgotten about who I am, my pet? Im Loki, of Asgard. Master of disguise." he said. There was a green flash of light and loki was gone. In his place stood a beautiful woman with long black hair and emerald green eyes. She wore a long green and gold dress that stuck to her beautiful curves like a second skin. Her skin was pale but her lips were a deep shade of red. She was beautiful and if I didn't knew this was Loki, I might actually feel jealous of her. This was the tipe of woman that could have any man at the palm of her hand with just a look in their direction, but then again, Loki was also really attractive as a man. I mean, the girl at the air port,Kandice... girls just wanted him. "Do you like what you see?" asked Loki, although his voice had also changed. It was soft, but strong. "Wow... I'm impressed." I said. Lady Loki giggled and it sounded like tiny bells. She tooked a step towards me and grabbed my hand pulling me towards her. "Tell me darling, have you ever kissed a girl?" she asked. "Loki, stop it!" I said pushing her away. "But darling.... I love that blush in your cheeks, It shows me just how innocent you really are." she said and it was my turn to laugh. "I am far from innocent, Loki." I said turning to face her. "Prove me wrong then." she said smirking. "So what now? you are challenging me?" I asked her crossing my arms across my chest and leaning to my side. "Aren't you so fearless? so... spontaneous?" she asked. "Well it is true that I refuse to let anything such as fear stop me from enjoying my life, but this is down right stupid!" I said turning towards the door. "Haha! So much for fearless! can't even kiss a girl." She laughed. I stopped at the door and sighted. I locked the door and turned to look at Loki with fire in my eyes. "If looks could kill, darling." she said smirking. "You asked for it bitch!" I said and charged at Loki tackling her to the floor. "You want a kiss? Okay, you'll get your kiss!" I said and pulled her face up to mine by her hair. "Hmmm!" Loki moaned. Sick bastard, he was enjoying this!? Okay. I bit her lips and made my way down her neck licking and sucking on her sensitive spots. "Such fierceness my darling," she said. "Maybe I should make you angry more often." she said as she kissed my lips. Her tongue liked my bottom lip but I refused her the pleasure. I caught her tongue in between my teeth and bit dow slightly causing her to moan. Her hands traveled up my thighs and cupped up my breasts under my shirt. I hissed at the sudden skin to skin contact and she saw her opportunity to pop her tongue in my mouth claiming my mouth as hers. I grabbed both her arms and pinned them up by her head as I pulled away from the kiss. Loki stared up at me. The real Loki. Without thinking about it twice, I bent down and kissed him again. "I hate you so much." I whispered to him. "Lie." he said and flipped us over so now he was on top of me. "You crave me just as much as I crave you." he said. "But its wrong!" I said. "Not when it feels this good, darling." he said. "Loki!" I moaned as he lifted my shirt up and began to kiss my breasts. "Hmm!" I moaned pulling him closer. His hips pressed against me and I cold feel his lust throbbing painfully against me. Slowly I took my hands down and unbuttoned his pants. His breathing became heavy and he starred into my eyes. I ran my hands up his shirt and felt his toned stomach rising and falling in a fast rhythm. I propped up on my elbows and reached up to kiss his neck. He tasted so sweet, it was addictive. The more I kissed him, the more I wanted from him. It was crazy. Loki sat up and brought me up with him wrapping my legs around him. He lifted his shirt up and tossed it aside, and then he presided to do the same thing to mine. I ran my hand down his chest and stopped at the waistline of his pants. God, I must be out of my mind...what am I doing? I closed my eyes shut tight and rested my head on Loki's chest while my hand went further down wrapping around Loki. He moaned and pulled my face up to his gently. His eyes were fire, "Awhhh!" he moaned and threw his head back as I began to move my hand up and down. "Loki..." I moaned as one of his hands played with my breast while the other was between my thighs. "I want to pleasure you." I moaned. Loki pushed me off him and stood up bringing me up with him. In a flash Loki's pants were gone and he stood in front of me fully naked. I blushed deep and looked away quickly which caused him to laugh. "Why the blush, my darling?" he asked. "Have you not ever been with a man before?" he asked. "I have... but... this is different." I said. "Could it be because maybe that man failed to pleasure you?" he asked smirking. "Allow me to bring you all the pleasure he deprived you of, love. I'll show you everything he failed to teach you in the arts of love making." he said which caused me to blush even deeper if possible. Loki walked towards me and pushed us both down on my bed. In a matter of seconds my shorts were removed from me and I was left wearing nothing but my undies. Loki kissed my legs all the way up to the waist line of my undergarment and began to pull them off with his teeth. All the while he didn't take his eyes off mine. Once I had nothing left on me he climbed on top of me and positioned himself between my legs. "Loki..." I hissed as he pushed himself at my entrance. "Ohh" he moaned. "You're so wet for me, my love." he said. He slipped one of his hands down and touched my clit. I moaned and jumped at the sudden pleasure. He began to move his finger in little circles and that felt wonderful. One of his fingers slide in side of me and he began to move it in and out. Then he added a second finger while he rubbed my clit in circles. I came in seconds, burning my face in a pillow to muffle out my moans. Just as Loki positioned himself to enter me, we heard someone walking up the stairs. I pushed him off me and pointed silently to the bathroom. He winked at me and in a flash he was fully dressed and so was  I. He sat on one of the bean bags on the floor and just then my mom walked into my room. I looked at my mom and then back at Loki who looked very pleased with himself. What the fuck just happened?