Daryl Dixon x reader

panic attack/2

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Daryls pov
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i woke up with Y/N in my arms she was so cute i have just accepted that i have feelings for her i could
watch her sleep all day but we needed to go because the group would be worried so i pushed her arm
she nugged and groaned "wakey wakey sleepy head" i said as she turned over and
saw that i was there and she smiled "hello dar bear" she said jokinglly but i liked it
i looked at her like she was the love of my life i mean was she? ugh i dont know
she got up and put her pants on my eyes widened "when did your pants come off" i said nervously
"you mean you dont reamber when you tore them off of me and we f-" she said my jaw opened
" im kidding" she said "i got hot" i picked her up and threw her on the couch
i was on top of her and our faces were so close "dar-daryl"she said as i pulled her up and
i looked at her lips and she looked at mine then all of a sudden the cabin door opened up i looked up
i got off of her and looked up to see negan "why hello there" negan said walking
over to Y/N "and who are you" negan said getting up to Y/N "her name isY/N" i said because i know she wouldnt talk
"i think she can talk" negan said i was about to hit him "so who are you"he said y/n still not looking at him
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Y/N pov
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i was shook about everything that was happening i wasnt gonna get over the whole thing with daryl
"so who are you" negan said i wasnt gonna talk to him im shy and have bad panic attacks
when im under pressure he grabbed my hand and i pushed him away "im not gonna hurt you"negan said to me
still not looking at him i started having a panic attack i started breathing hard and rocking back and forth daryl ran over
" what are you doing" negan said to daryl "shes having a panic attack" daryl said i started spasing out
i was struggeling to breath till all i saw was black
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daryls pov
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"what did i do to her" negan said to me "shes having a panic attack" i said quickilly and i grabbed Y/N she passed out
i started tearing up i ran faster than i have ever to alexandria and negan followed behind
i got to the gates and they opened i ran to the hospital building
"whos this" enid said confused "help her shes having a panic attack she needs air" i said wiping a tear
i walked out to rick arguing with shane they were both leaders but didnt know how to compromise
"hey daryl who is that?" rick said looking at me i walked over to him and said" thats Y/N and shes the best thing that has happened to me in a long time we saved her many times and woodberry they were torturing her at terminus she was on the choping block she is the only thing that makes me happy and thats rare so shes staying and thats final"i said in a serious voice "okay daryl we werent sa-" rick tried to say
"wait did you just admit you have feelings for her" shane interupted rick i realized what i just said
shit i got up and said "dont ever talk about this" to them and walked up the porch till shane busted out laughing
"whats so fucking funny" i said abruptly "why do you think she would want you" shane said till Y/N
said " uh yea i do whats so wrong with him for me not to like him" everyones eyes widened and mouths opened evan mine
"when did you get there" i said getting red "whole time" she said laughing walking over to me
"so you like me"she said cutely wrapping her arms around me "yeah" i said nervously then she got on her tip toes
and looked in my eyescand then crashed her lips on to mine i then kissed back there was no way this was happening
then we pushed back and then looked in each others eyes "wow" she said cutely
then she walked over to a shook rick a shane "nice to meet you im Y/N" she said shacking there hands
"close your mouth flys will fly in" she said and they all laughed " i like you" they both said in unison "guys back off" she said looking back at me
"im not a hoe" she said wispering we all laughed "welcome to the group" rick sai
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Y/N pov
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"hey princess " i heard a familier voice call out i looked over and saw merle my mouth opened and i ran over to him mer
and hug him "merley poo i thought id never see you agian" i said with tears rolling down my face
he wiped my tears then said "dont cry princess" i realized i bet everyone was confused
"oh yeah me and merle went to woodberry and we became bestfriends and we picked up these nicknames its not like that" i said to daryl
" so you meet my baby brother" merle said i was in shock "baby brother?" i said in shock "oh they did more than meet" shane said
i punched shane already knowing who he was "you fucked my baby brother" merle said "no she didnt" daryl said
"well if you hurt my princess ever i will have to knock some sense into you" merle said
"im not" daryl snickered then shane and rick walked away "are you okay " he said looking at my forehead and touched a big bump
"did you hu-" merle said "no he didnt i had another panic attack thats why im here" i said interupting him
"are you taking your meds" merle said "med?" daryl said " shes bi polor and has bad anxity and has a low blood pressure" merle blurted
"merle" i said then merle interuppted me and said "are you eating" merle said looking at my face "your acting like i have the supplies to
do that" i said ignoring his question then he grabbed my arm and pulled my sleve up "i knew it your cutting yourself agian" he said my eyes started crying "im not your child " i said then ran to the gate "open the gate"i asked the gate opened and daryl and merle
ran after me i ran as fast as i could but i couldnt go that fast because i was really hungry and then big arms grabbed me and picked me up "i told you no one and i mean no one will hurt you" daryl said walking back with me in his arms baby style i pulled my sleve down
"why do you c-" daryl tried to say till put my finger over his mouth "i dont wanna talk about it"i said annoyed
"why didnt you let me leave" i said throwing a fit" because you are the only thing i have cared about in a while im not gonna let you leave me"
he said then kissed me "im sorry my brother is an asshole"daryl said "i already knew he was"i said and we laughed
"im sorry princess i didnt mean t-" merle said but was cut off by daryl still holding me and walking past him "stop talking to her"
he walked up his porch and walked in and closed the door then he sat me on his coach i started taking my shoes off
"why did you take your shoes off" daryl said to me " i have ocd nothing can be dirty" i said looking around then i got up and walked over
to all the clothes on the floor putting it in a pile then washed the dishes and swept the floor daryl left to go do something i dont know what
but i dont really care i just cleaned the house i grabbed a box looking thing and put it next to the door and put all the shoes in it i cleaned the fridge and pantry out then i swept and mopped and i went upstairs to clean his bedroom his bed was messed up and clothes was everywhere i grabbed all of it and put it in a pile and made the bed i cleaned the bathroom i cleaned the windows it had been about 3 hours
and he still hasnt came back i took this opportunity to clean myself i took a shower and brushed my hair and
my clothes was in the washer with daryls i was starting to get scared about daryl wondering if he was okay i needed something to where
so i went to daryls closet and picked up a white tee shirt and i went down stairs to check on the clothes
when the door opened it was daryl " god damn ive never seen this place clean before" daryl said "take your shoes of please" i said
" yes ma'am" daryl said taking off his shoes i grabbed the clothes and found my clothes daryl walked upstaires to look at everything
i put on my underwhere and i took of his shirt and i was just in my garments and walked downstairs
and he looked at my brused body i put my pants on and then i put my long sleve shirt and then i folded all the clothes
"we will need to get you some more clothes wont we" daryl said "i hope so"i said and laughed i grabbed my hair tie and put it in a
messy bun and walked over to the couch and sat next to daryl "where did you go?" i said worried "got some things" he said
reaching for his pocket and pulled out some medicene "daryl im f-" i tried to say before he interuptted me
"i know you are but i dont want anything to happen to you" he said looking i my eyes "fine" i said and grabbed all of it
and grabbed a medicine weekly contanier and seperated it all and then hide the rest "hey maggie asked if you wanted to come eat diner at her house" daryl said "uh okay what are they having" i said " i think they said burgers" he said "no way thats my favorite" i said happilly
he walked over to me and said" i think everyone likes you besides rosita" " why doesnt she like me?" i said confused
"because she likes me and its really weird" he said looking in my eyes "so im the lucky one" i said walking over to him and he grabbed my waist
"of course you are" he said then pecked me on the lips "well you should get ready" i said to daryl " i am ready" daryl argued
i grabbed his hand and dragged him upstaries and put him in the bathroom and i walked back till
big arms grabbed me and said " what if i need help" daryl said "i mean i could help" i said taking of my clothes and folding it in a neat pile
he just threw his i folded it to and he started the shower and i then took of my bra and he was staring " didnt your mama ever tell you sataring was rude" i said and he looked away and got red i put my bra in my pile then i took my underwhere of and then daryl did to then we got in the shower and he looked down at my body he was 5'10 and i was 5'0 so it was a big difference and i looked down to see his member
it was so big i said "fuck" on accident "what" daryl said "its so big" i said and we both laughed "whys that a problem" daryl said
"because im a virgin" i said quitely " thats okay when we do it i will be gentile" daryl said then winked at me
and he cleaned him self i saw that he dhad cuts on his body we got out of the shower then got dressed
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-momochicke