Daryl Dixon x reader

please dont do this/smutt/trigger warning/4

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so this has some harsh things in it so if you get triggered easliey please dont read
smutt/suicide
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y/n pov
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2 days later
i woke up to my cell door opening it was a man with something wrong with his face "goodmorning my lady" he said
"good morning" i said he seemed nice he walked over and sat next to me and said "no ones gonna hurt you"
i scoffed and looked over to see daryl awake "i know its because im a "woman"" i said "no it because negan loves you and told everyone to stay away from you or else your lucky" he said " well that sucks" i said he got up and smiled
"he told me to punish you to show you how you would be treated if you were a slave but thats just unhuman so heres an apple" he said
and threw the apple to me and closed the door "i have a plan" daryl said giving me a miscevios smile "oh no" i said
"okay so you are going to say yes to being negans wife and then your gonna gain his trust get powerfull then we can escape" daryl said
"you wont be mad or jealous or anything" i said giving him kind eyes "as long as you dont actually fall for him"he saidand we both got up "it will be over soon" he said and we touched each others hand "i love you" daryl said i was
shocked and my mouth opened wide "did daryl dixion just say he loved" he turned his head he was red "i love you too" i said
and blew him a kiss "now make him think you had the worst time ever" daryl said "yes sir"i said in a flirtasious tone
i started crying it wasnt hard and i was faking a panic attack then negan came in there and picked me up bridemades style
"im sorry you were so right negan" i said and had tears running down my face "i told you princess" he said
wiping me tears and kissed me on the forehead i kinda was comferatable okay stop dont think that way
he walked me up staires and i stopped having a panic attack "are you okay" negan said hugging me
"im alright thank you" i said and leaned in and kissed him was that to much? i mean i wanted him to belive me
he hesitated and first then kissed back and he pulled away and said " didnt like it down there?"
" no im afraid of the dark" i said and scrunched up " oh you poor thing" negan said cuddling me and kissed me on forehead
i pulled away and said" im sorry i said those things to you if you dont want me as your wife i get it" i said and wiped a tear
"dont you ever say that anyone would love to have you as a wife so why did you just leave daryl" he said he knew we were a thing wait what evan are we " he said that i was a wimp because i cut my s-" i realized what i was saying and he grabbed my arm and
pulled my sleve up "oh shit i didnt mean to-" i said and he pulled me in a hug "its okay daddys here for you" negan said
daddy what the hell oh hell nah im not calling him daddy " thanks daddy" i said what the fuck did i just say
it slipped ou i pulled away and put my hand in my head "im so-" i said he giggled " i like when you call me that" and he bit his lip
oh hell no hes gonna fuck me i dont know why but i got up and grabbed his arms and he picked me up and threw me on the w
and got on top of me and started kissing me he grabbed my legs and worked his way up "wait im im-" i said and he interuptted me and said "say it princess" he said moving his face to my neck i moaned and he liked it so he kept doing it
"im a virgin" i said nervouslly "no way a sexy thing like you is still a virgin" he said and attacked my neck agian
"i mean im only 23 so when this started i was 17 and i had strict parents so" i said and i took his face
and kissed him and i slipped my tounge in his mouth and he moaned i then flipped him over i was on top now oh god i hope
daryl doeant mind this eh i went down to his neck and started sucking on and leaving marks that set him off and he grunted
and i went down and took his shirt of and kissed every inch of his body and i was setting him off
i felt something poke up on my stomach it was his penis "oh he wants to say hello doesnt he" i said and went down to his member
i grabbed his bulge and he grunted so loud i took his pants off and looked at how big it was i licked my lips
and licked the top of his member and i teased him and licked all of it then i put the whole thing in my mouth and was sucking it
till i almost threw up he was grunting so loud i bet the whole building heard him "are you sure your a virgin because your doing things to me that i have never felt before i kept choking on it "fuck girl im gonna c-" i pulled my head away "what the fuck" he said and i raised up and kissed his mouth i took my shirt off and he saw all of my cuts i forgot they were there and he saw my stomach i was anorexic
i then took off my pants and i was wearing a matching sexy underwhere "its almost like you knew this was gonna happen" negan said i took off my bra and under where and got back on top of him i kissed him then he flipped me over now he was on top
he sucked on my neck i moaned and he went right for it and put two fingers in me "ah fuck" i said and moaned he liked it
so he went down to my vagina and licked my clit "oh fuck me daddy" i said on accident " oh shit im so-" he liked that i said that
and licked harder to shut me up i moaned so loud " im about to cc-" he moved his face and fingers out of me
"ill be gentle" he said i nodded and bite my lip he grabbed a condom and opened it i grabbed it and threw it on the floor
" are we not gonna us-" negan said and i said "im your wife so i want to show you im loyal" he liked that idea and slowlly put his penis
in me he then dug into me "fuckkkk" i screamed " oh i love you daddy" i said i realized what i said i opened my mouth
"shit im s-" i said " i love you too princess" he said and sucked on my neck he kept thrusting into me
"im gonna cu-" i said till i cam all over his dick and he cam shortly after he fell next to me and i got on top of him
and kissed him "i guess all the other guys are gonna have a high expecttation because of you" i said
"other guys? " he said i kissed him "i mean you wont like me for long youll get bored of me" i said
"how could anyone get bored of you" negan said and kissed me "ill just turn out like your other wifes youll find a new girl and forget about me" i said and moved off of him and looked in his eyes with sad eyes "i will breakup with everysingle one of them just to be with you" he said and looked back into my eyes"your just saying that" i said and looked away "fine its offical im breaking up with all of them"
negan said i smiled and got on top of him " thank you daddy negan" i said and didnt care that i called him that was i falling for him
no i couldnt be "your welcome princess" i kissed him harder and got up and put my clothes back on and so did he
his back was to me i went behind him and hugged him and put my face on his back hes like 6'3 and im 5'0
he smelt really good "im really happy to be you wife" i said and he turned around and picked me up and kissed me
"i love you" negan said and kissed me " i love you to daddy" he smiled and kissed me agian he put me down
"okay my wife let me go divorse my other wifes" negan said and i laughed he walked out and i sat on the coach
fuck that shit hurt and i hated it i wonder how daryls doing i looked out the window and saw him killing walkers
i looked at him and he noticed me i blew a kiss and he smiled and kept doing his work it was about 30 minutes of me watching daryl
till the door opened up it was negan "its done my only wife they might be a little mad at you though" negan siad
i got up and walked over to him and hugged him and said" i dont care i got you" i kissed him and he asked me
" do you want to eat dinner" "no im not hungry" i said i was actually really hungry but i dont eat
"baby you need to eat" he said "im not hungry" i said a little angrier it was like 10 i got mad and i took of my pants and layed down on the bed i cried silently he noticed and walked over and layed down "im sorry babygirl" he said wiping my tears
i looked at him and kissed him softly and i moved away "im gonna go to the bathroom" i said i got up and locked the door
behind me i looked for anything i could use to hurt my self i found a metal razor and cut my arm
i cut and then i cut really deep on accident and i screamed loud i heard negan get up and run to the door
i kept cutting "open the door y/n dont do it" i cried i cut some more "goodbye my love" i said and fainted away
it was all dark
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