Daryl Dixon x reader

my dixion/9

word count: 1848
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smutt/ self harm
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y/n pov
6 months later
ive been at negans place for six months now acting like i love him and no one has saved me or even made contact with me i guess they forgot about me i was sitting on the couches in the room and i started to think maybe daryl doesnt love me anymore i started crying negan wasnt there i started crying really hard i fucked everything up in my life fuck i hate my self im gonna have to act like i love negan my whole life
i was bawlling really hard i love daryl and my other family members that group is my family i love them im just gonna end my suffering
and pain i thought grabbing my gun i grabbed it and a peace of paper and wrote "im sorry for everyone i hurt ~y/n" i grabbed the gun
and cocked it i looked at it and cried harder thinking about everything i have done "im sorry" i wispered and put the gun in my mouth
i put my finger on the trigger

and almost pulled it till the door swung i didnt look up because i knew it was negan till someone grabbed the gun
i looked up it was daryl my mouth dropped open "i thought you forgot about me" i said and he kissed me "no way" i looked him in the eyes
"are you real?" i said and looked confused "yes" he said and i smiled and kissed him and i got up and we ran out everyone was there i ran over to them i smiled till everyone looked at my arm i rubbed it and hide it "your cutting agian" rick said and walked up to me "i thought yall forgot about me hell i was just about to commit suicide" i said grabbing his hand i hugged everyone and we go in cars and drove to alexandria

when we got to the gates there was eugene he opened the gates and we drove inside and everyone was there waiting i got out and i didnt wanna see anyone right i was sad so i started crying while i walked home and daryl ran after me i collapsed because i was out of energy he picked me up i wasnt passed out "i just need to sleep and some food" i said calmly and he nodded and kissed my forehead and we walked home he opened the door and ran upstaires and he laid me down im glad im back with him my dixion i thought and cringed at the fact i thought that and i fell asleep
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daryls pov
i looked down at y/n and smiled im back with my princess i love her i would do anything for her she was so cute i forgot i had shit to do i smiled and kissed her and walked out i grabbed my bow and threw it over my shoulder i walked outside and everyone was at my door "whoa" i said looking confused and scoffed "what yall want" i said annoyed looking at rick "shes a threat" he said i got annoyed and walked over to rick
"how the hell is she a threat" i said getting in his face "she didnt even try to make connection with us in there" he said standing tall and confident
i got out of his face and scoffed and said "okay were leaving then" i said annoyed and walked inside and slammed the door fuck i thought i knew we were gonna make it i put a fake smile on and grabbed our stuff and woke up y/n "hey baby girl" i said and smiled she noticed
our stuff "whats happening" i she said confused i grabbed her face and kissed her "we will make it" i said and she nodded

"but can you tell me what happened" she said i looked her in the eyes and said "do you trust me" "yes yes i trust you with everything" she said and grabbed my hand
"ill tell you while we walk" i said she nodded and put her shoes on and grabbed her backpack i grabbed her hand and we walked out the door some people were there trying to stop us but we didnt listen and kept walking then rik and some more people were at the gate i rolled my eyes and rick said "dont leave daryl" i scoffed and held tighter onto y/n 's hand she kept her head down "open the gate now" i said in a demanding voice it kinda scared y/n i looked her in the eyes and nodded she nodded to the gate opened and adrianne and merle ran out "fuck off" y/n said

they got hurt and said "dont leave daryl please" merle said i turned around to everyone "since ALL of yall think y/n is a threat to us please fuck off i love y/n she is the only thing that i have ever loved she made me realize life is worth a damn" i screamed and i was thinking i just said i loved her and i grabbed her hand and kept walking into the forest and no one followed us "you love me" she said all gooey "yea" i said still tense
"i love you to" she smiled and we both looked onto the ground like middle schoolers blushing "now are you gonna tell me what this was all about"

she said smiling "they said you were a threat to them like saying you needed to leave so here we are"i said tensed and ready for her to say something because she was mad "k thank you" she said im always confused with her i smiled and picked her up and kissed her "i love you so much" i said she smiled and said "ooh is dixion getting soft" she said and giggled i pinched her butt and she smiled "so where we going" she said as i put her down "Our cabin for now" she smiled and we walked for a little longer telling stories about what happened during these 6 months
we got to our cabin it was almost dark we locked the doors and sat our stuff down she smiled and kissed me we sat down and she layed her head

on my legs and i rubbed her head "so whats next" she said i kissed her and said "i guess stay here till we need to move" i said and she smiled and nodded
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y/n pov
im really mad right now but i didnt want daryl to know so i faked a smile "y/n i know when your not happy im sorry" daryl said i grabbed his hand and said "ive know them for like 3 years now why would they just kick me out like that"i said and cried daryl wiped them away
he grabbed my face and said "well make it " i smiled and nodded and rolled over so i was sitting next to him i grabbed his hand
and put him down on the coach and i got on top of him and made out with him and i left marks on his neck and he flipped me over and did the same thing he went down and took my shirt off and took his vest and shirt off and undid my bra and sucked on my nippple i moaned and he

kept going and then went lower and took my pants off and my underwhere he bite his lip and attacked my vagina i was moaning alot really loud and he took his member out and got up and leveled with me and slowly went in we were both being loud till i exploded in him and he did the same to me and he got up and put his underwhere on and so did i we had enough food to last us two weeks so we didnt have to leave for a while i got up and unpacked some stuff because we would probally be staying for a while i walked over to the pantry and grabbed some beef jerkey
i sat next to daryl and i threw him some beef jerkey daryl put his hand on my hand and kissed me and said "were gonna make it" i smiled and nodded i got up and got my cards and i seperated them i do this to calm my ocd daryl got up and went to the door and said he was gonna go pee
i nodded and continued to seperate the cards till i heard a big crash outside i grabbed my gun and pointed it up and slowly walked outside and saw someone had a gun to daryl i cocked it and said "back away" i said still not seeing who the person was finally they backed up and i saw who it was it was my dad un cocked the gun and dropped it and ran up to him and hugged him he took me in his arms daryl was confused i started

crying in his arms "is this really you" i said and looked at him it was "i found you"he said i smiled and picked up daryl and said "thats my dad" i said and we all walked in the cabin and i grabbed my cards and made them in a stack and put them up my dad sat on the small coach and dary sat on the big on i sat with daryl " what happened with the rest of the family" i said and looked down "i was at work when it all broke down and i went home and no one was there i waited like 3 days but i couldnt wait so i left and went looking for yall and i found you" i nodded and layed my head on daryls shoulder "when this all broke out i was at college like an hour from here and then i traveled far and went through many groups

till i meet daryl and his group took me in and we were good till this man came and did bad stuff to me" i said and was crying and daryl patted my back i continued " and they rescued me then today they kicked me out and here we are" i said and tried to smile then my dad looked at my arms then in my eyes i quickly looked away and looked and my hands in my knees and i got up and grabbed my backpack and went into the bedroom and layed down thinking about everything till daryl walked in and layed next to me and kissed my forehead and cuddled next to me and we fell asleep
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hey guys im really sick right now and i hope you all understand why im not gonna post for a little while
ill post when im not so sick thank you
-momochickexoxo