Evil love is love (savitar Barry x reader)

The flash is your boyfriend

Your POV

I woke up and shot out of the bed, moving a hand to the other side, expecting Barry to not be there, but he was, so I smacked him in the face slightly. Barry groaned out as that woke him up.
"What is wrong with you?" He comments as he sits up in the bed with me, before cuddling into me and wrapping his arms around my waist.
"Morning handsome" I said and kissed his cheek, before getting up from the bed and walking off to the bathroom, not seeing Barry slip his phone from the bed and start texting.

Later-

Barry had to get to work at ccpd and I was gonna head off to star labs, but I stopped at jitters to grab some coffee. As I walked in, I seen something that nearly broke me in half.
Barry and iris kissing as they sat together at a table. I felt empty all of a sudden, no anger, no sadness, just empty. I seen a guy and a girlfriend next to me start arguing as I turned and left jitters. I started to walk down the side walk, pushing all my emotions away, ignoring them. I started into a cross walk, my head down and watching my feet as I stepped. Left foot, right foot. Left foot, right foot. Left foot, car horn going mad behind me.
I turned my head slightly, just enough to see the car. I just gave off a defeated sigh and kinda had a depressed moment of acceptance.
I was ready to die, until I wasn't.
Suddenly I was picked up and flashed away, off to an empty warehouse. I opened my eyes up as I was sat down.
"Barry-" I started, assuming it was my lying, cheating, no good-
"Shhh calm down there, love." A deeper voice said. It did sound like Barry's... but I could tell it wasn't. "I'm not Barry. Quite different actually." He said and flashed me to a room. This part was small and had a king size bed with white sheets on it. Very plain room, but obviously lived in.
I turned to smack the guy, but stopped when I seen his face. It was Barry... but not. His cheek was scarred, and one eye was grey...
"Take it in love" he whispered, enjoying my confusion. I moved and slowly cupped his cheek, unable to process what I was seeing. This Barry's eyes widen slightly and he stares down into my eyes as I look him over.
"Your eye brows are scrunched up. You're thinking" He comments, and it sounds like something my Barry would've said, so I froze slightly.
"Explain to me what I'm seeing" I replied and gave him a look. He licked his lips slightly and sighed.
"I'm savitar, a time remenat made to help Barry, but I lived..." he replied, leaning his head on my hand and closing his eyes and swallowing softly.
"You're..." I process what he said, before smacking his face. He was shocked, obviously, and responded by flashing and chaining me to the bed.
"What was that for!" He yelled in annoyance
"You cheated on me!" I yelled as my anger hit anger, before vanishing. Savitar glared at me with tons of annoyance.
"Barry Allen did that! I'm not him" he moved over to me and glared down. "I wouldn't plan on killing her if i loved her!" He yelled out. I swallowed slightly and stayed quiet. He stopped talking and slowly calmed down.
"I am every part of Barry Allen that loved you, everything I do is for you." He sighed and then flashed out of the room, leaving me alone to sit for a while.
Later-
My phone rang in my pocket, maybe it was Katelin, calling to see where I was. Maybe is was Cisco doing the same.
Maybe it was Barry wanting to know where his 'girlfriend' was.
The second I realized I had my phone, I realized that if I didn't answer my friends they might track me down. Just as i realized that, savitar came flashing into the room.
"You still have it?" He said in annoyance as he moved to grab it from my pocket, looking down at the caller i.d, before smirking and answering.
"Hello Barry." He spoke, his voice vibrating so that it wouldn't sound like his normal one. This voice sounded more like savitar. Savitar put the phone on speaker and shushed me slightly by putting his free hand on my mouth.
"What-where's (y/n)?!" I heard Barry ask in a worried tone, and I felt a tingle of bitterness to him rise in my chest. How could he care about my safety if he didn't care enough about me when he was cheating.
"Right here with me, such a pretty girl, don't you agree? Say hi, (y/n)" savitar took his hand off my mouth and gave me a smirk.
"Go to hell" I responded, and savitar put the hand back on my mouth.
"I'll be honest with you, flash. I think that was aimed at you." He said with a dark laugh.
"If you even think about hurting her-" Barry started as he got more pissed off.
"I don't think I could hurt her more than you did today at jitters" he paused and let that sink in with Barry.
"How do you know about that? How do you know about anything?" Barry asked as he now sounded confused and not worried
"I am the future flash" He answered casually. "I know everything that's happened, everything that will happen," he paused to give a small laugh again, "and I know that if it wasn't for me, (y/n) would've been ran over after she seen you at jitters. You should've seen her, it was heartbreaking..."
"This fight is with me savitar, not her, not iris. Don't do this..." Barry begged him now, which was useless, since savitar hung up and threw my phone down. He let go off my mouth and I just glared up at him
"Why did you take me?" I said in a low growl, and he leaned in.
"Because I still love you, and I know what we can be..." he answered and kissed my cheek slightly