Evil love is love (savitar Barry x reader)

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Your POV

I got into the bed with Savitar, and tried to sleep, but it seemed like neither of us could.
"When did I fall for you?" I commented with a small laugh, to which he smiled and looked at me
"You fell for the parts of me that are like Barry, but then you came to love me for me." He answered and I couldn't help but agree. He was kind, caring, passionate, and loyal like Barry. But he also was ambitious, cocky, and flirty. And I loved it, even if his 'job' kept him away a lot.
"Listen, I know we don't go out on dates, or watch movies, or do that couple stuff but... after this is done, I'll take you away to Paris or something romantic, and we can dance in a hotel room or get drunk to your favorite music or whatever you want" he said with love in his eyes. "I'll be there to prove my love for you every day I can"
I gave him a smile and kissed his lips softly, "how about this..." I said as I gave him another soft and slow kiss. He gave out a sort of restrained groan and pulled me closer to him. I pulled my lips away slightly.
"I fell in love with the bad guy" I comment to him, and he gives a small laugh.
"You also became a little bad girl for me," he smirked and pecked my lips again, before closing his eyes softly. "You know... one day, we live happily ever after"
"Tell me about it then baby" I whispered as I closed my eyes tiredly. I was about to pass out from exhaustion.
"That's exactly how it starts." He whispered back to me, kissing my lips again and pulling me closer, then sliding a hand up my side. I opened my eyes softly and looked at him. "Want to see the future?" He jokingly said.

Later-

It was a couple days later and I could feel that our final battle might be coming soon, but savitar has an idea.
I'd go back to the team undercover. Pretend to have escaped and free from savitar
We'd already started it, and the plan was working out. Iris wasn't around, refusing to be there at the same time as me.
Cisco was happy to have me back and was wanting to make sure I wasn't messed up or broken from the time I spent with savitar.
Katelin wasn't around, duh.
And Barry... he was a mystery.
Kinda.
At the moment we were in the hall way making out so some things never change I guess. I had my hands lost in Barry's hair as he held my hips and we made out harder. As far as I could tell, he wasn't sure who he was dating but he was so glad to have me back that he couldn't stop from putting me against the wall.
I thought back to something savitar had said, 'in every part of him that loved you'
I had a feeling, when Barry slips himself up to battle savitar, I think he separated the part that had feelings for me. Maybe on purpose. Maybe by request of iris
"Hey guys we need to- never mind" Cisco said as he seen us and turned to look away, "my eyes are scarred for life!" He called back as he walked down the hallway.
Barry pulled away from my lips and I pecked his one more time, before moving away slightly.
"We better go, Wally is probably here for his training." Barry said as he wiped the lipstick off his mouth. I fixed my makeup and hummed as I walked down to the cortex. Barry kept close behind me.

"I can't believe you" Barry said as he looked down at me with pain in his eyes. An hour ago he'd found me sneaking out to talk to savitar. And now he knew I'd went undercover, his eyes were red as he looked down at me, he'd locked me up in a cell so that I couldn't control his emotions.
"I can" I said back, not caring. "I loved you Barry, I did. You were my everything. Then you weren't. He was everything about you I loved, and he loved me. So how hard is it to believe I'd risk everything to help him?" Barry's face fell as he seemed to realize what I meant.
"Then you understand, I love iris, and I have to save her tonight. I have to." He leaned against He door and looked at me, and I could practically feel his love for me in that look. Who knows, maybe I really could feel it with just one look.
"Let savitar live, if you love me, let him live." I said sadly, and he could only respond by turning around and leaving me alone.