Evil love is love (savitar Barry x reader)

Escape

Your POV

I got up and looked around the room, before deciding I'd go try to find a way out of this place. I felt connected to savitar but I still wanted to be with my friends. I walked out of the room and seen I was in a warehouse. The room we slept in had to had been some kind of office he turned into a bedroom.
'Maybe it was for me' I thought, before shaking that thought out of my head. No, savitar wouldn't have made a whole room just for when he kidnapped me. I walked out further and seen a type of work bench, and there was prices of equipment laying there. My scientific mind acted up and I walked over to it. I seen a prototype and blue print of my bracelet, which was strange. Had he put thought into what kind of jewelry he'd give me?
I started to look through his stuff and picked out a couple broken things. I wanted to try my luck on fixing them, but I wasn't sure how he'd react.
Why did I care? I thought again and moved away, deciding to try and find another way out. I knew savitar had phased us in, but this place had to have some other kind of door right? I looked around and spotted another door, I could at least do some snooping. I walked over and tried to open it, but it was all closed up.
"Looking for something, love?" Savitar a voice came from behind me and I turned slowly. He crossed his arms over his black shirt and black jacket.
"A door" I said and he sighed.
"I can't really belive your wanting to leave already" he muttered and then looked over to his desk. He frowned and went to it, "you've been snooping" he said coldly.
"Maybe I was? You don't tell me what to do!" I Said defiantly and he flashed over and put my against the wall.
"I do," he growled and pinned my hands above my head
"No you don't, barry" I hissed and he glared at me.
"That's not my name!" He yelled and I could see, somehow, how much that messed with him. "I'm not barry Allen! I'm savitar, the god of speed" he growled and I lost all my anger. He just seemed so... broken.
"I... I'm sorry" I said and brushed hair away from his face. As soon as I barely touched him, him grabbed my hand tight and held it back
"Are you trying to mess with my emotions again?" He asked as his glare lessened. He still looked really really mad though.
"I was trying to comfort you" I said in a colder tone. He eased up and let my hand go.
"Sorry its just..." he looked down as I touched his scarred up cheek softly. "Nothing is going how I want it to"
"It's alright" I said and he furrowed his brow again, shooting me a look
"You don't realize it but your controlling my emotions right now." He glanced to my bravely and then looked into my eyes. "You can do it this once" he decided and I just kept doing what I was already doing. His lips parted for a second as he looked me over.
"You get more beautiful every time I look at you" He whispered and I dropped my hand. Maybe that was too much emotion magic. Besides, wasn't I wanting to escape?
He just... looked so much like barry. But he wasn't, he was rough on the edges and fragile on the inside. And he wasn't the one who cheated. Not exactly
"If you're from the future, does that me you know what happens to me?" I asked him softly.
"The future changes... and everything I do here has the potential to change the future." He said softly
"Then how do you always know the present?" I question
"I get Barry's memories, right up until the point he makes me. He hasn't done that in this time period yet so if he decides to grab an apple instead of a banana like he did before, I'll remember the change. If he decides to meet me somewhere, I'll remember he decided it and I'll know it. But I can't do that with the future since I'm from it"
"So when you go back, it may be completely different?" I whispered
"That's the thing (y/n), I don't know. It all depends on what happens now" he whispered, before moving away from me. "That's why I have to kill iris. I have to play it out the same. If I don't, I won't exist and we won't be together." He said grimly, before flashing away. I looked around, this would be a good time to escape or find a way to.... but I didn't feel like looking. Not anymore.