Chapter 7 ~ Fuck This Shit I am Out

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Word count: 1000
Oh my god I forgot to publish this chapter I had it done but I didn't publish it. I'm trying to slowly get better I am so sorry this book is hard for me to write cause I started so long ago but I'm trying to write a lot of chapters then publish then once a month then every three weeks and so on and so forth till I get to an update every week. It's hard for me but I'll try.
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The next morning I wake up and I'm actually very scared. I mean who wouldn't be I don't even know if Macey is still alive or dead. Also what happened to the child that Matt and her were fostering? Did Macey kill it or did she give it up. I mean does it even matter anymore? Who really gives a shit. I guess I kinda do because who wants a small child to be killed. Not me. That's who. I don't think I would ever be able to live with myself if a small kid died because I was fated to someone. Anyway I think about the whole mating process. How the fuck am I going to do that. Matt has been li- no he's been my brother for as long as I can remember. Mating him would just be really weird. I might reject him or I might just try and see what happens. I mean who knows maybe we could be really happy...or we could both just end up dead. What the fuck am I supposed to do. He might even be really upset about the fact that Macey is dead I mean what am I supposed to do about that? I can tell he still loves her. I mean how wouldn't?

* Knock Knock Knock *

"Hey, Maddy? Can I come inside I really can't sleep without you with me. Also we have a lot to talk about. I know how you can't sleep when a lot happens in one day and I know for a fact that today has been the most dramatic day in your life." said Matt. I could hear him from the other side of the door sigh before sitting on the floor. Why I don't really know.

"Sure Matt come on in. I'm too lazy to get out of the bed but you can open the door yourself." I kinda yelled because the bed was on the opposite side of the room from the door. Matt walked in right after he opened the door and sat himself right on the bed. He sat right on top of my fucking legs. Oh well I move my legs and let him settle on the bed a little bit better.

"Okay, so Maddy here is what is gonna happen you are going to get taken out of school from Mom and me. You are going to move into our house and then we are going to try for kids. After we have kids you are going to be a stay at home mom and take care of the kids while I go out and work." Matt looks at me dead in the face while saying this. It pisses me off that he thinks he can just order me around and think that I am actually going to listen to what he has to say.

"Um, bitch I'm sorry but I'm going to keep going to school. I'm going to finish my last year then I'm going to college. Then I might move in with you. I don't know if I wanna stay mated with you. I mean my entire life I thought of you as my brother and now all of a sudden you are my mate. I mean who the fuck thinks of this stuff. It's all so fucking weird! How can you be okay with this? Anyway I am not going to be a fucking stay at home mom because I don't know if you know or not but we are not in some kind of 1950 movie. I will be my own women and work and have a job. Hell if I wanted to I'll reject you and become a single mother. My life was going great besides that shit that was happening in school, but anyway that's besides that point." I kinda finish my rant before looking at Matt who seems to be blowing steam out of his ears.

"Like hell you are going to reject me. I will keep you locked in the basement if I fucking have to. You will never leave my side. Also you will do as I say or-"

"Or what Mister-Tough-Guy as far as I'm concerned if you do anything that I do not like I can fucking dump your ass. So if you have anything that I actually want to hear you can get the fuck out of my room and tell mother that I went back home because I am not staying with a guy like you."

"YOU. ARE. NOT. LEAVING. ME" He basically growls out before grabbing my arms and tying my hands to the bedpost. How I really don't fucking know he pulled some rope shit out of his pockets. Why it's there I really have no fucking clue.

I rip out of the bounds as soon as he leaves. I get off the bed and go to the dresser and start packing my bag. There is no way in hell I am going to stay with such a possessive freak. Sure some girls would love to stay with such a sex-god but trust me who wants to stay with a possessive prick. Not me. I go over to the window and look down at the ground.

'Do we really have to go. I kinda like him' Ima pops into my head after being silent for almost the entire day.

'Yes, we have to fucking leave. Why the hell would you like to stay. He is controlling us do you not see that. He told us that he have to be a stay at home mom. I mean they are great and everything but don't you wanna be free?'

'Yea let's fucking get out of here. No one wants to be with an ass.'

WIth Ima's permission I jump out of the window and sprint into the woods.

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