Leaving Him (Slow Updates)

Chapter 8 ~ Leaving it all Behind

I suck I know but I am here and here is your update that has a lot of information. Okay sooo I needed to ask some advice and since you guys tell me your honest opinions I'm going to o you. I've been very slowly writing another book. Different from this one but yea I have no clue if I should work on it then when this is done publish it or publish it and work on both. Please help me out.
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As I run through the woods I hear a howl. A howl of sadness. That howl of sadness almost made me run right back to where I came from. I knew that if I kept hearing the howl I wouldn't be able to make it through my plan of leaving, so I put my hands over my ears and run faster then I did before.

I saw a small stream kind of like a lake and quickly jump into it. Water hids your scent. If Matt somehow finds his way over here I would be able to hid from him for the rest of my life. I would be free from him. I don't know why but the whole mate thing with him makes me feel sick. I do not want to be mates with my brother. Why would I want to be mated to my brother.

The werewolf world is weird. You can reject your mate no matter if you have meet them or if they have died. Not matter what you can reject your mate. I think it is like this because if it wasn't and you had a mate bond with some abusive asshole you could get out of it. Anyway I think I am going to reject Matt and go find someone else. Someone else who isn't my brother. Maybe someone who isn't even human. I mean why not because it is so weird to be mated to someone who you thought was your brother your entire life. I mean looking back I can see why he was so protective around me. I just can't be with him like that. Whenever I imagine having a family with him I don't know if I should throw up or if I should jump into his arms and give myself to him.

So with these thoughts I shift into my wolf. My wolf is like no others. My snout and face is pitch black but as you look down my body it gets whiter, so my torso is kind of a light grey. Kind of weird but it must have been connected to my parents somehow.

'Damn bitch! What do you think is going to happen? So you think you are actually going to find your parents and solve the mysteries of what we call you? No now get to moving I hate Matt as much as you do. Which is hard because me and his wolf were made for each other.' Ima spoke out of nowhere.

'Um where have you been this past day. I really could have needed you! I didn't know what to do for the majority of the fucking day.' I replied harshly.

I blocked her out because you know I don't feel like listening to her nagging me for the next few hours and I really need a break for once. Well I do get a lot of breaks from her. She can just get annoying after 5 minutes. Much like someone I know. My adoptive father, Matt's dad, had left a few days ago. My adoptive parents were never true mates. My mother's mate died right after she had Matt. Which is kind of weird. The fact that both of us thought that we were half siblings but it turned out we were never siblings in the first place. Anyway Matt's dad found his true mate a few days ago and left us. He still tried to keep in touch,but I never talked to him. He left us for some woman that he found. I mean sure it was his mate but he was in his late 40s and she had to be at younger than 20. Age gaps are not my thing so it made it weird for me when they would come over and try to be super lovey-dovey. So I never saw him. When he came over I left the house and I would never go to his place.

I pull myself out of my thoughts. I see in front of me a little town. I shift back into my human form with my clothes still on me. Seeing as we don't destroy them everytime we shift which can be very useful. I walk into the town wondering where I was. I walk about a block or two into the small town and I found a small inn.

"Sunshine Inn. It looks too old and dusty to be new." I said to myself under my breath. I walk into the little inn's main lobby. Expecting to find some older lady with silver hair and no teeth. I find a strapping young boy. He has a chiseled face and bright grey eyes. Saying he was ugly would be a major lie.

"Hello! What can I help you with," I look up to him as he speaks out.

"Could you tell me where I am right now?" He gives me a confused look as I ask my question.

"Your in Virginia. Waterfall, Virgina to be exact," Damn I ran that far I think to myself while his deep voice speaks. "Where are you from ma'am?"

"Main." I spoke with confidence. "Can I please get a room for one night?"

"Sure" He speaks while turning around and getting out a room key for room 29. "That will be $120 please. Are you paying with cash or credit?"

"Cash" I say as I hand him over the money.

"Here is your room key. Please enjoy your stay" He says while handing me the room key.

"Thank you!" I say as I turn around. I walk down into my room. I find that it actually looks nice. It has a queen sized bed on the left side of the room and a small TV on a dresser on the opposite side of the room. There is a bathroom right next to you as you walk in. With a sigh I lock the door to the room and jump into the bed.

"I Madison Grace Water, reject Matthew Hunter Waters" Whispering those last words caused a crack in my heart and with that I fall asleep