Beauty of Brokenness💔

PROLOGUE

                _ PROLOGUE_

Ano pa bang kulang? Saan ba dapat ang punan? Ginawa ko naman lahat, pero bakit kulang parin sa kanila ang mga nagawa ko minsan iniisip ko na ang unfair naman ng buhay, ano ba ang dapat gawin?.. I've done a lot.!

Hindi ko parin malilimutan ang mga bagay na minsan ng nagbigay sakin ng sakit ng loob at minsan ding nagbigay sakin ng lakas ng loob.

Ma! Pa! Anak niyo ba ako? Why isn't hard for you to trust me? I've tried to make you proud! For Christ sake! Bakit ang hirap sa inyo na pagkatiwalaan ako? I've done a lot to make you noticed me.!! -Me

Anak- Mama tried to comfort me but
Papa cut her off.

Mas kailangan ng ate mo yon kasi malaki na siya at alam kong hindi gagawa ang ate mo ng bagay na ikasisira ng pangalan natin!! - Papa said it with an angry voiced.

All along naging sunod-sunoran ako sa kanila, pero di ko ramdam ang pagmamahal na galing kay Papa kahit anong gawin ko maging honor  sa school at maging popular student sa pagiging astig. I don't want to be weak infront of them cause it's makes me feel so unloved at the same way around. I'm so tired of being weak.

I feel brokened and very down when Papa and his friends talk about their family. Papa was so proud about ate and kuya even in my other siblings but I did not hear my name when he says good characters  that my siblings has. Parang ayaw ko na tuloy mabuhay kasi all things that they blame me is when I was still a baby, I was so sick and very weak that could bring me to death.

I did not wish all of the things that happened in my life! But why they blamed me on it? I'm so tired! How can I get off in this?

"I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED!"

" The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."
      -Psalm 34:18

Note: Im hoping that someone is reading in my story. This is sort of true life, and I really like to made you feel to ask and comments your suggestions or any concerns. To God be all glory.!🙇Jesus loves you!