THUG LOVE

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Who is "Jadore Brown"

20 minutes go by before I receive a text. I jump to my phone thinking it's Jadore only to find out it's Lulu. She said she was on her way so get dressed. I replied back "okay" and went to get dressed. 10 minutes past before I seen Lulu pull up in the driveway. I run downstairs to unlock the door just to see it never was locked from Jadore leaving earlier. Lulu walks in and we walk to my room and sit on my bed.

Lulu: What's up girl? How you been? It's been so long it seems.

Tericka: Nothing much been focusing on Tericka. You know me just thugging it.

Lulu: That's what up. I feel you. So what's new?

Tericka: It's the same o Same o nothing changes with me.

I sat there and thought long and hard weather I should tell her about Jadore. Thoughts popped in my head like what If she'd judge me? or what she'd say? But evenually I ran out of reasons not to tell her.. so I did. .

Tericka: Lu I have a question.

Lulu: Alright shoot

Tericka: Okay say there's a dude you meet at a bar and he tells you all about him.... and the things he's telling you makes you really like him as a person so you two exchange numbers, talk on the phone 2 times, you get in trouble and go to jail, he bails you out of paying $50,000 you call him over, and accidentally have sex with him, and he leaves while your in the shower...

Lulu: Ummm okay. Where's the question?

Tericka: oh my bad. How would you feel if you gave up the goods and when you got out the shower, the dude was gone?

Lulu: You mean before or after I cut his dick off? Shit if i had a slight clue that's what a nigga wanted from me, his dick would be in his hand before he even had a change to say "ouch". Haha but no for real, I'd be quite upset cause I'd think he really likes me, so I'd sit here and open myself up to him only for him to take advantage of my heart. Why girl why you ask that?

Tericka: Ehh I have an confession. . I'm a victim of that... all of it.. His name is...

Lulu: Jadore Brown? That's the dude that bailed you out!? I mean I heard about someone bailing you out but I never knew it was Jadore.

Tericka: Yeah... Jadore.. How do you know ant him.?

Lulu: oh my brother buys weed from him all the time. My brother says his weed is the best in the state.

I sat there and looked at Lulu as she continued to talk about Jadore. I started to get mad that she knew all this information but when I asked Jadore he told me nothing but bullshit lies. Lulu continued to talk but It's like I blacked out and couldn't hear any of it. "Tericka do you want to go to this little get together party Tonight with me?" Lulu asked? What kind of get together party I asked. After getting raped I was paranoid to do anything or go anywhere with anyone that wasn't my mom. "it's a little house party with some dudes from our school. Nothing too major" Lulu responds. I had to think long and hard about deciding to step out again knowing I got raped not even 3 weeks ago. However Lulu was my main bitch so I knew she had me if shit popped off. "Sure I'll go" I said as i started to get ready. This time I wore some tight ass pants and buckled my belt tight as ever with a sharp blade in my back pocket. Lulu and i got in her car. I immediately started thinking about Jadore and how he looked and consulted me as I sat here in pain. I just couldn't stop thinking about him. We pull out of my driveway and start to head to the party as Lulu started me questioning me. " so how you meet Jadore? " she asked. "What you buying weed from him now? No I reply. We met at uhm the store that day I got raped. I said as i cleared my throat. I met him way before I got home that day. "Mmhm you sure he wasn't the one that put the hit out out on you? I mean that don't even sound right. As Lulu continued. Think about it. You meet him, he thinks your cute, you get his number then later on in the day you get raped? That's just not adding up. Lulu stated looking at me. No I highly doubt it was him. I mean why would he send other boys to fuck me if that's what he wanted? I reply. I wanted to tell Lulu the truth on how we met but in my head it sounded so stupid so i know it would've sounded worse coming out of my mouth. "I'm just saying girl. I mean he is a God to the streets with his product so if he wanted someone touched, you'd get touched.