THUG LOVE

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

4 letter word

I had to get myself in order before I could even try to say anything.

"Jadore what are you doing here?" I asked finally getting the courage to look him in the eye. It took everything in me not to breakdown when I seen tears fall from his eyes but I knew I had to be strong for my sake.

"Tericka I need to talk to you. Can I please come in and we go to your room? Jadore replies.  I sat there and let him stand in the rain a little longer before finally inviting him in.

We walked upstairs to my room and sat on the bed.  "I told you i didn't want you in my life and you show up at my door.. You have 3 minutes and don't waste my time. I'm fin to ask you questions and I want the fucking truth. Okay?" I said looking him deep into his brown beautiful eyes.  "So wussup Jadore?  I need the truth about alot of things cause it seems to me that you've been lying to me ever since we've met." "Look Tericka,  it's not what you think okay?  I told you I do what I have to for my family.  That's all.  Nothing more" Jadore explained. I looked at him sideways as i proceeded to talk. "That wasn't one of my questions. . So shut up until my question is out and awaiting your answer!.

Me: Question number one.. Jadore. . How big are you in this drug business?

Jadore: Not big. I just sell my share, get my money,  and that's all.

Me: Question number two. . Who's black?

Jadore: It's my street name.  5.0 been trying to knock me by My real name for the longest so I had to make up a new one and black was that new name.

Me: question number three. . Did You have E-Streets killed by one of your crew members?

Jadore: What?  I don't know what you're taking about. I don't know no E-Streets and I damn sho didn't have anyone killed. I don't have that kind of power.  Where did you get all of this information from?

"Jadore you're not the only person in this city that have sources boo". I said as I leaned towards him. I didn't know if he was telling the truth or not and I knew I couldn't give Twinkie up like that after she provided me all of this information about Jadore.  "Do you and your wife have something going on?" I asked.  "No Tericka and that's why I came over here to talk to you about.  Look Tericka, I really like you and i really want to be in your life. My wife is just a girl named Haley who has my child.  That's all she is.  As a matter of fact, I filed for divorce on that day she called and disrespected you.  She Know I don't play about you baby" Jadore said as he put his hand on my leg. I stared at the ceiling to hold the tears in my eyes from falling.  I was so emotional and vonarable. Jadore  seemed so sincere about everything he said but I still felt he was lying about alot of things.

Jadore noticed tears falling from my eyes and decides to move closer to me and wipe them as they fall.  "Tericka I love you baby.  I want you to be mine" he said as he moved in to kiss me.  I quickly jump back and accidentally slap him before his lips could touch mine.  The look on his face made me so scared.  He looked as if he wanted to kill me dead right on my bed.  "I'm sorry Jadore.  It was a reflex move." I say to hopefully calm him down.  "It's okay baby"  he says as he moves in again for the second time.  I didn't want to kiss him but I knew he wanted me as much as I wanted him and I also knew he really loved me.  We started to kiss as he moved down to my neck. He starts to suck on my neck as he unbuckle my belt and throws it to the ground, and slid his hands in my pants. He started rubbing my clit which is a very intense spot for me which made me so horny. It was like after he started fingering me,  everything I was once upset about. . Went away. I truly loved this dude and that's why on this night,  I decided to do my own thing despite what everyone told me.  I made up in my mind to be his Ride Or Die girl.