THUG LOVE

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

Free Twinkie

The next day I woke up with alot on my mind after everything that happen between Jadore and I. I sat up in my bed and wiped my eyes as i slipped my slides on and looked at the time on my clock that said 10:56A.M. I got up and started walking down the hall towards my bathroom. I get to the bathroom use it, brush my teeth, and gargle Listerine. Next I went downstairs to the kitchen where there was a note on the fridge from mom.

"Good morning beautiful. I stepped out to go get a few things for dinner tonight. Be back around 2. I left some money on the dining room table in case you wanted to go somewhere. See you later. XOXO"

I peaked over in the dining room and seen that my mom left $100 just for me. I jumped in excitement until I looked on top of the fridge and seen a new yogurt Twinkie box. I started debating whether to go see Twinkie today or not. I ate some fruity pebbles then ran back upstairs and started getting dressed. I texted Lulu to see if she could come get me and take me to the jail so I can visit Twinkie. She replied saying she was on her way. About 30 minutes later she pulled in the driveway blowing her horn. I ran downstairs and out the Door and to her car. "Wussup Hoe" Lulu says as i get in the car. "HEY BITCH" Roman also says to me as he leaned towards me in the back seat holding onto my chair. "Wussup y'all" I reply looking at my phone at Maps on my iPhone. "Now why exactly do you want to go back to the jail? Lulu asked looking at me starting the car up. "Yeah Tericka, didn't you see enough white walls to last you a life time? Roman added. it's not that. I'm going to visit my old cell mate. I told her I wouldn't lose contact with her and I meant that. I told them as they looked on and listened. "Alright chick" Lulu said pulling out of the driveway.

A few minutes later we pulled up to Miles Miller penitentiary, "go ahead girl, we'll wait on you. Lulu says leaning in her seat making a face. "Y'all not coming in? I ask staring at them both. "HELL NO. I've never been to jail and I don't want to start by walking in the office of one Roman says looking back at me. "Fine" I say as I open the door and get out. I walk towards the jailhouse doors and open them. I immediately start to remember how it was when I was locked up. The white walls, no windows, bars everywhere overall one scary place.

"May i help you"? The lady behind the glass asked. "Umm yes I was coming to visit someone by the name of Jessica Aka Twinkie" I say she starts looking at the files on the computer waving at the guard for him to let me in. "Go through that door and have a seat at a table. She'll be out soon" the lady said. I walked through the door and sat at a table. I started to look around and noticed there was only two other people getting visits besides me visiting Twinkie. I know the inmates have to be upset about their families not wanting to be there for them in a time of need.

A few seconds later the buzzer buzzed and the door opened letting Twinkie through. She stood in the doorway looking around wondering who came to see her until she noticed me. "Ooooooohhhhhhh it's my bitch TT" she yelled as she walked to my table and sat down.

Twinkie: Damn it's been a minute. How you been Tericka?

Me: Hey Jess! I'm we'll. I just been an emotional reck for the past few weeks but other then that I'm fine. How about you? How's everything in here?

Twinkie: Shit everything straight for me. I'm getting out in the next two weeks!.

Me: What? The next two weeks? I thought you said you was in here still cause you wouldn't talk and that's why they wasn't going to release you.

Twinkie: i know. But this is now. I thought about it and made a decision. I told myself i could possibly stay in here for the rest of my life and never see my son again, or i can speak up and get my freedom back.

Me: And you decided to get your freedom back right?

Twinkie: You damn right Tericka. What kind of woman would i be if i said fuck the outside world and loose my freedom for good all cause i tried to be a ride or die bitch to a nigga that didn't give a fuck about me?... I have a son Tericka. I Already Served 4 Years for this nigga. Do you think i received one card from him? One visit? One anything!?. Hell no. I received time from the white man that should've been his!. I did my part as his bitch and looked out but he didn't do the same in return.

Me: I'm sorry Jess. I didn't know..

Twinkie: You right.. You don't know Tericka. Tell me.. what did Jadore say to you thst grabbed your attention? Hmm? He got money? He'll be there for you? Accidentally slip up and say he loves you? Tell you he's a good guy and that he's a nurse? I've heard it all before from him. Did you sleep with him Tericka?

After hearing everything Twinkie had to say, I really started to question Jadore's motives with me. She knew damn near everything he told me.

Me: Yes. We did sleep together. It just happened out of the blu. I want expecting it to go down like that.

Twinkie: Damn it Tericka. You want suppose to give him your cookie. That's what's wrong with you girls now a days. You fall for what a nigga tells you instantly all cause they look sincere and don't get me wrong, there's still some hope in the good men department but 96.4% of men are dogs and us females arn't any better. We're so nieve that we don't pay attention to the obvious. We just look at how he looks, how much money he has, what kind of car he has instead of actually Taking time out and really getting to know a person as a whole. I mean the side features like the looks and money is a plus but when all of that fades away could you really say you knew him? Or knew his bank account, his card, or how he looked?. Wake up Tericka. He's a bad bad man. You don't want any part of what he has to bring to the table. I'm just trying to help you T. I don't want to see you get hurt. I can't really get into everything that really happened cause everything is recorded if you talk too loud but just understand Where I'm coming from.

Me: *tears flow* Alright. Thank you Jessica. *Sniffs* here's my number incase you need a ride home when you get out. I'll ask my girl Lulu if she can bring me up here to get you.

Twinkie: thank you T. I really appreciate it. I'll see you in 2 weeks.

Twinkie got up and went back to the door where the guard let her out at. I got up and walked back to the car. "Damn bitch took you long enough. Been in there for a good 20 minutes" Lulu said as i got in and closed the door. "20 minutes Lulu? That's long to you?" I say looking at her crazy. "Yesss bitch. Roman fell the fuck to sleep cause you was so slow" Lulu added starting the car. "I'm sorry lu. Can we go" I said. "Yeah let's go."

As we pulled up to my house, rain started to pour so I knew I had to run to the door. I thanked Lulu for the ride and rushed to the door.

Finally I opened the door and went in only to see my house pitch black. I flipped the light switch to turn on a light and yelled for my mom. Nobody was there. I started to wonder where my mom was. The letter said she was be back by two.. it was 9:40. I started walking up the stairs and heard a knock on the door.. i got scared as I slowly walked back down the stairs. I prepared myself, turned my porch light on, and opened the door only to see Jadore look up at me.. and say hi..

To be continued